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laONDskop
yah Sahr maoro ilayao
ABaI nayaa hO. yaaoM CÁ mahInao haonao kao Aayao yahaM rhto hue. naIra BaI
maoro ilayao nayaI hO — yaaoM ek mahInaa hao gayaa mauJao ]sasao imalato
hue. jaba BaI iksaI nayaI jagah pr jaata hUĐ — ]sako imajaaja,, ]sako
maaOsama‚ laaogaaoM‚ saMskRit ko rMga caInhta rhta hUĐ. caIjaaoM pr rMga
kI kUMcaI foro ibanaa vah maorI pkD, maoM nahIM AatI hOM. maoro saaocanao
AaOr baaolanao ko baIca ek dUrI hO — baIca maoM rMga psaro rhto hOM —
isaf- inaKailasa rMga hI nahIM — k[- prt kaoiTMga krnao pr bananao vaalao
SaoDsa kI BaaYaa BaI baUJanaI AatI hO mauJao. pr baaolata kma hUĐ. naIra
ko SabdaoM maoM
' Gaunnaa'.
Aaja naIra maoro
saaqa hO. hma daonaaoM poD, ko tnao sao pIz iTkayao JaIla doK rho hOM.
JaIlaoM bahut doKI hOM‚ samaud` BaI — dixaNa ka BaI AaOr bamba[- – gaaovaa
maoM BaI — laoikna roigastana maoM JaIla phlaI baar doK rha hUĐ.
inagaah jahaM jaakr
ÉktI hO — vahaM jaMgala hO. saI ga`Ina maoM qaaoD,a kalaa rMga imalaanao
pr jaao SaoD inaklata hO — vaOsaa. yaaoM maOM jaanata hUĐ jaMgala ko krIba
jaato hI vah hra hao jaayaogaa — taja,gaI ka rMga. }pr Aasamaana hO saaf
naIlaa. Jalakto hue paro – saa ibafrta huAa saUrja hO. ikrNaaoM sao JaIla
kao sahlaata – garmaata. JaIla hvaa maoM maMd JaaoMkaoM sao ihlar – ihlar
rhI hO. lahraoM pr pD,tI QaUp kI icalak kao ek lahr dUsarI lahr kao
saaOMptI jaa rhI hO‚ Aivarama. ]saka hI naIlao AaOr Éphlao rMga ka yah pla
– pla $pantrNa — AavaoSa hO — ijasa pr maora mana maugQa Daola rha hO. hrI
Gaasa kI Zlaana pr Aakr JaIla qama gayaI hO. lambao Gaasa ko p<aaoM jaOsao
tnaaoM vaalaI JaaiD,yaaoM kI prCaM[- nao iknaaro ko panaI kao saMvalaa
idyaa hO. jaOsao…… jaOsao‚ haMŃ yaad Aayaa — pIlao balba ko naIcao baOzo
vyai@t kI plakaoM kI prCa[yaaoM ka saaMvalaapna caohro pr ]tr Aata hO. dao
– tIna jala pxaI Apnao safod pr frfrato hue ivacar rho hOM. isar ]za kr
}pr doKta hUĐ‚ poD, Amalatasa ka hO. pIlao fUlaaoM sao
BarI gadgadI
DailayaaM caaraoM Aaor sao naIcao ClakI pD,I hOM. mauJao }pr doKto doK
naIra BaI AakaSa kI trf doK rhI hO. Aba maorI trf doK kr mauskura rhI hO…
[sa mauskurahT ka rMga…Ć naIra ka rMga. BaUrI AaMKoM naoh sao nama… [naka
rMga.… yaaoM naIra ka rMga safod maoM imalaae qaaoD,o sao laala rMga
jaOsaa gaulaabaI hO AaOr %vacaa saaf camakIlaI. laoikna naIra ka rMga
naIlaa hO. AasamaanaI naIlaa nahIM‚ gahra saada naIlaa.
ek raja kI baat
bata}MĆ jaba vah gahro gaulaabaI rMga ka kuta- phna kr AatI hO tao ]sa
rMga kI JaaM[- ]sako caohro kao AaOr sauK- banaa saulagaa dotI hO — maOM
doKta rhta hUĐ. kalaa yaa naIlaa rMga phnatI hO tao gaulaabaIpna iCp jaata
hO … caohra j,yaada Jak safod naja,r Aata hO — pIlaa rMga ]sa pr AcCa
nahIM lagata — baImaar saI lagatI hO. maOM dor tk rMgaaoM kI yah maayaa
dOknao ko ilayao ]sao AiQak kmaro maoM Éknao ko ilayao [sarar krta hUĐ.
laoikna vajah maOM nao Aaja tk nahIM batayaI— Gaunnaa hUĐ na‚ [sailayao.
'yah laONDskop ja,$r
ponT krnaa' naIra Aaga`h krtI hu[- maora haqa sahlaa rhI hO. ifr pasa AatI
Anya pya-Tkao kI pdcaap sauna haqa hTa laotI hO. Gaasa ka ek lambaa itnaka
taoD,ta hUĐ AaOr ]sako jaUD,o maoM ATka dota hUĐ.caohro pr baalaaoM kI
laToM hvaa sao ibaKr kr JaUla rhI hOM. naIra ko haqa baar – baar ]nhoM
samaoT kr kana ko pICoKaoMsa laoto hOM . ]sako haqa izzk rho hOM‚
Aba
jaUD,o sao itnaka inakala rho hOM. maOM ifr JaIla maoM AaMKoM gaD,a laota
hUĐ.
ekaek hvaa maoM tojaI
baZ, gayaI hO. baavarI poD,aoM kI DailayaaoM kao iJaMJaaoD,tI‚ Gaasa kao
sarsaratI‚ JaaiD,yaaoM ko lacaIla tnaaoM kao JaukatI‚ maoro AaOr naIra ko
baalaaoM kao baotrtIba krtI Aba JaIla kao raOMd rhI hO. dd- kI ]ztI
lahraoM saI JaIla krvaToM badla rhI hO.… saara pirdRSya hI badla gayaa hO.
[sa Sahr ko maaOsama ka kyaasa maOM ABaI tk nahIM lagaa payaa hUĐ. dUr
JaIla ko par jahaM rotIlaa tT hO‚ AMQaD, ka bavaMDr ]z KD,a huAa hO.p`ot
kI trh sabakao Apnaa g`aasa banaa rha hO. JaIla kI sath Cup ga[- hO.
rotIlaI AaMQaI ha – ha krtI iknaaro kI trf, baZ, rhI hO. pya-TkaoM maoM
BagadD, maca ga[- hO. maOM AaOr naIra ]z KD,o haoto hOM. 'calaoM' kh kr
naIra mauJao KD,a doK kr Kud BaI KD,I rh ga[- hO. ja,ra- – ja,ra- rot Ca
gayaI hO caaOtrf maTmaOlao pIlao rMga kI rot…[sao [sakI ikrikrahT‚ ]dasaI
AaOr jaIvantta ko saaqa ko saaqa kOsao ponT kÉMgaaŃ … naIra nao AaMcala
sao sar Zk ilayaa hO‚ ]sako pllaU sao AaMKoM paOMCta maOM ifr doKta hUĐ —
bavaNDr JaIla par kr naja,dIk Aa gayaa hO… Aba hmaoM ga`saogaa p`ot.
Baaganao ko bajaaya maOM naIra kao jakD, laota hUĐ. ]sanao maorI CatI maoM
mauMh QaMsaa ilayaa hO AaOr maOM nao ]sako knQao pr ksa kr AaMKoM band kr
laI hOM.
rot maoM nahayao hma
daonaaoM KD,o hOM. Apnao kpD,o AaOr baalaaoM kao JaaD,to hue. ifr JaIla kI
Aaor doKta hUĐ‚ rot kI prt panaI pr Ca gayaI hO. panaI ihlaaorta huAa ]sao
]drsqa krta jaa rha hO. pUva-vat Apnao rMga AaOr AavaoSa kI Aaor laaOTta
huAa … vaapsa calaaoŃ iktnaI rot caZ, gayaI hO.
" calaao kmaro pr
calato hOM." saunakr naIra ka caohra hlka – saa lajaa gayaa hO.
kmaro maoM Aakr rsaao[-
ko ipCvaaD,o ka drvaaja,a Kaolata hUĐ. AaOr baahr sao talaa lagaa kr Ct ko
rasto rsaao[- sao drvaajao sao Andr Aa jaata hUĐ. naIra maoro haqa maoM
caabaI doK kr JaoMp rhI hO. [tnao idna hao gayao‚ vah ABaI BaI Samaa-tI
hO.
" naha laotI hUĐ — rot
cauBa rhI hO." vah baaqa$ma maoM Gausa gayaI hO. maOM rsaao[- maoM hI
vaaSabaoisana maoM nala Kaolakr Apnaa isar panaI kI Qaar ko naIcao rK dota
hUĐ. haqa – paMva Qaaota hUĐ. kpD,o badla kr‚ kaoro tOyaar kOnavaasa kao
saamanao rK kr dUsaro kaonao pr rKI kusaI- pr jama jaata hUĐ… KalaI sposa
kao doKto hI Barnao kI [cCa‚… Aa[iDyaa‚ Aakar‚ kMpaoija,Sana saba saUJanao
lagato hOM‚ yah maora ponT krnao ka Apnaa trIka hO. laONDskop kI DITolsa
mauJao yaad Aa rhI hOM .
naIra kI pukar maorI
caotnaa BaMga krtI hO. ]z jaata hUĐ.
" ja,ra Apnaa kuta- do
dao — saaD,I baalTI maoM igar kr BaIga gayaI hO." maOM kuta- AaOr lauMgaI
doto hue BaItr Gausanao ka naaTk krta hUĐ. vah ihYT khkr jaldI sao
drvaajaa band kr laotI hO. ka^fI banaanao kI saaocata huAa sTaova jalaata
hUĐ. maga ]za kr ka^fI – caInaI Dalata hUĐ.
" hTao‚ maOM banaa dotI
hUĐ." vah KaOlato hue panaI maoM dUQa Dalakr ptIlaI naIcao rK rhI hO.
maora kuta- jaao mauJa pr hOMgar saa TMgaa JaUlata hO — ]sako Baro badna
pr‚ gaaolaa[yaaoM pr ksa gayaa hO. lauMgaI ja,maIna CU rhI hO. jaUD,o sao
jaao baD,Ppna ]sako caohro pr ]tr kr ]sako skUla TIcar haonao kIo yaad
idlaatI rhtI hO — gaIlao – Jarto fOlao baalaaoM ko saaqa hI Jar gayaa hO.
pICo sao kmar sao ]sao Gaorkr Apnaa caohra ]sako baalaaoM maoM QaMsaa
laota hUĐ.
" ka^fI tao banaanao
dao — igar jaayaogaI."
" igarnao dao."
vah maga maoM ka^fI
Dala rhI hO. maOM pro hT jaata hUĐ. ]sanao ApnaI gaIlaI saaD,I laakr
kuisa-yaaoM pr fOlaakr pMKa toja kr idyaa hO. saamaana sao ATo pD,o BaItr
ko kmaro maoM jagah banaa kr caTa[- ibaCa laota hUĐ. naIra kuSana ]za
laa[- hO BaItr sao‚ AaOr Aba pIz iTkayao ka^fI ko GaUMT Bar rhI hO. maOM
doK rha hUĐ. kOnavaasa ka raola‚ Íoma‚ poinTMga‚ paosTr‚ popsa-‚ klasa-‚
sarosa AaOr ba`SaaoM sao ATo saamaana ko baIca naIra AaOr maOM.
… vah ibaKro – saUKto
jaato baalaaoM kao samaoT kr jaUD,a saa banaa laotI hO‚ ifr ek ba`Sa ]za
kr ]samaoM KaoMsa laotI hO. " yah ba`Sa hO‚ tumharI hoyar ipna nahIM."
khkr maOM ba`Sa KIMca laota hUĐ. baala ifr iCtra gayao hOM. vah
naaraja,gaI BarI ek naja,r mauJao saaOMp kr ifr ka^fI pI rhI hO. maOM
hMsanao lagata hUĐ… vah gaussaa hao gayaI hO. kp kaonao maoM rK kr ja,aor
sao ]sako pasa fOlao maoro paMva kI ]MgalaI maaoD, dotI hO. AahŃ khta huAa
maOM BaI kp rKta hUĐ… ]sakI Aaor baZ,ta hUĐ.
maoro daMt hla kI trh
]sakI doh gaaod rho hOM. vah QartI hO — ijasamaoM maOM baIja iCtra dUMgaa.
naIlao – falsa[- rMga kI QaairyaaM AMKuAatI jaa rhI hOM. hr gaD,na ko
saaqa ]sakI QaImaI GauTI caIK inaklatI hO. Aba ]sanao javaaba maoM Apnao
naaKUnaaoM sao maorI pIz CIla dI hO. KraOMcaaoM kI caunacaunaahT sao
saugabaugaata huAa ]sakI ]MgailayaaM pkD, naaKUna kca – kca krto hue kaT
Dalata hUĐ . maOM ]sao ksa kr iqark rha hUĐ… tbalao kI saMgat – saI
]sakI saI%karoM gaUMja rhI hOM.
]sako kMQao pr isar
iTkayao saaMsao Bar rha hUĐ. tBaI saIiZ,yaaoM pr AahT haotI hO. caaOMkkr
hma daonaaoM ek – dUsaro kI trf doKto hOM — saaMsa raoko. inaima<a hO —
saaqa maoM rajaoSa BaI.
" talaa lagaa hO yaar. [sa samaya khaM gayaa haogaaĆ"
" maaoTrsaayaikla tao naIcao KD,I hO."
" Andr pMKa Kulaa CaoD, kr calaa gayaa hO."
" icaT CaoD, do yaarŃ Aa jaayaogaa."
mauJao laga rha hO —
Pyaar kI BaI gaMQa haotI hO ijasao rsaao[- maoM pkto masaalao kI trh
drvaajao ko baahr gaOlarI maoM hI vao saUMGa laoMgao. samaJa laoMgao.
" AcCa huAa tumanao talaa lagaa idyaa. naIra raht kI saaMsa laoto hue
fusafusaato hue khtI hO. maOM nayao isaro sao ]sao jakD, laota hUĐ.
" Saama kao maora janaaja,a jaayaogaa Gar…." vah ivaraoQa kr rhI hO.
" dao – tIna kaoT ko baad hI AsalaI SaoD banata hO."
" maOM kOnavaasa nahIM hUĐ — ijasa pr tuma manamaanaI krao." maOM ]sakI
baat AnasaunaI kr manamaanaI kr rha hUĐ. vah ivaraoQa krtI hu[- BaI mauJao
varNa kr rhI hO.
kusaI- pr baOza – baOza
KalaI kOnavaasa kao GaUr rha hUĐ. JaIla‚ panaI ka rMga‚ Amalatasa‚ AMQaD,‚
pMCI‚ Aasamaana saba DITolsa mauJao yaad Aa rho hOM. ek – ek Qyaana Aata
hO. inaima<a – rajaoSa icaT CaoD, gayao hOM. doKnaa BaUla gayaa. kmaro
maoM Aakr pMKa band kr drvaaja,o ko BaItr fMsaI icaT inakalata hUĐ. baUma
eT rajaoSa haomał baUT´…faD, dota hUĐ. naIra doKogaI tao naaraja, hao
jaayaogaI — ]sao maoro pInao sao sa#t nafrt hO. [sa maamalao maoM pUrI
maasTrnaI hO vah. Andr Aata hUĐ. kusaI- maoM QaMsa jaata hUĐ. ifr caTa[-
pr saaoyaI naIra kI Aaor doKta hUĐ… ifr kOnavaasa pr naja,roM gaD,ata hUĐ…
poinsala sao Kolata huAa ifr naIra kI trf doKta hUĐ. dbao paMva ]sako pasa
jaata hUĐ. hlko haqa sao doh pr sao caadr ]tar dota hUĐ. vaapsa Aakr
kusaI- pr baOz jaata hUĐ. KalaI kOnavaasa kao GaUrta huAa.
poinsala pUrI gait sao
kOnavaasa AakRityaaM Bar rhI hO. JaIla ka naarI doh maoM iDsTaSa-na …
rotIlao AMQaD, maoM puÉYa kayaa ka AaBaasa…Amalatasa AaOr ]sako pICo pIlao
fUlaaoM kI JaUlatI DailayaaM … ekdma vaOsaI hI — iryailaisTk… jahaM naIra
rotIlao AMQaD, sao bacanao ko ilayao ek dUsaro kao qaamao KD,o qao — vahaM
ek jaaoD,a jalapaMKI ka … katr AaOr ivavhla maud`a maoM. iknaaro ko Gaasa
sao lacaIlao tnaaoM vaalaI JaaD,I thsa – nahsaŃ
maaoTo ba`Sa sao
kaoiTMga kr rMgaaoM ko manacaaho SaoD\sa inakala rha hUĐ. AakaraoM kao Bar
rha hUĐ… pOTna- ]Baar rha hUĐ… baOkga`a]ND maoM rMga Bar rha hUĐ…
" @yaa Ta[ma huAaĆ"
naIra ka Alasaayaa svar sannaaTo kao BaMga krta hO.
" [tnaa ik tumharo dadaBaa[- qaanao maoM irpaoT- krnao kI saaoca rho
haoMgao.… Za[- GaNTo sao saao rhI hao."
" baap roŃ ]zayaa @yaaoM nahIMĆ" vah jaldI sao ibanaa maorI Aaor doKo
dUsaro kmaro maoM calaI gayaI hO — tOyaar haonao."
" JaUzo‚ saaZ,o paMca hI tao baja rho hOM. caaya banaatI hUĐ." dUsaro
kmaro sao Aavaaja, AatI hO.
maOM ifr ApnaI kusaI-
pr baOza dUr sao poinTMga doK rha hUĐ… baarIk naja,r sao taOlata huAa … ir
– Tca krnao sao phlao. rMgaaoM ko saUKnao ka [Mtja,ar kr rha hUĐ.
" yah laONDskop hOĆ"
kOnavaasa kao doKto hI naIra caIK pD,I hO. haqa Dgamagaa rha hO — maOM
JapTkr T/o laokr caTa[- pr rK dota hUĐ — khIM gaussao maoM pTk na do.
" yaU ba`UT… baoSama- khIM ko… ABaI batatI hUĐ tumhoM."
maOM ]sao pkD,ta … [sasao phlao hI vah rsaao[- maoM calaI ga[- hO… @yaa
krogaIĆ maOM kyaasa lagaa rha hUĐ.
vah caakU laokr laaOTI
hO… kOnavaasa kaTogaI… ho kalaI maaMŃ
baIca maoM hI ]sakI daonaaoM klaa[yaaM pkD, laota hUĐ‚ " naIraŃ"
" saunaao tao… @yaaoM maorI dao – Za[- GaMTo kI maohnat barbaad krnao pr
tulaI haoĆ "
" Sama- nahIM AatI…
tumanao …tumanao…Ń"
" @yaa ikyaa hO maOM naoĆ"
vah dubaara gaaOr sao poinTga kao doK rhI hO… JaIla maoM psarI ApnaI
doh kao phcaana kr gaussao maoM ]bala rhI hO.
" laONDskop ko
ja,maanao Aba gayao… doKao‚ [samaoM hma tuma khaM hOMŃ jalapaMKI ko $p
maoM … JaIla AaOr AaMQaI — p`tIk hO isaf-…."
" AaOrt – mad- ko Aaidma Pyaar ka…" mauJao ApnaI poinTMga kI vyaa#yaa
krnaa naapsand hO — laoikna ABaI naIra ka gaussaa ]trvaanaa ja,$rI hO. vah
QaIro – QaIro Saant hao gayaI hO. hma daonaaoM caTa[ pr baOzo caaya pI rho
hOM. maOM saaoca rha hUĐ. laD,ikyaaM vaak[- JaIla haotI hOM — sarla ibaCI
hu[- sammaaoihtI AaOr saba kuC Apnao BaItr samaaotI hu[-. AaOr puÉYa
p`caND AaMQaI kI trh … thsa – nahsa AaOr raOMdnao maoM hI ijasao tuYTI
imalatI hO. Aaja maOM nao naIra ka p`oma raOMda hO. maOM naIra ko p`it
maaoh maoM galaa jaa rha hUM. vah laONDskop caahtI hO‚ p`kRit ka ivaSauw
p`it$p. vah maOM ]sao do nahIM saka. laONDskop AaOr ]sako baIca maoM '
maOM ' maaOja,Ud qaa.
lavalaIna
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Ap`ola 2004
khanaI
laONDskop —
lavalaIna – purskRt
AMtrMga — manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
kivataeM
jaIvana –
rMjanaa saaonaI
ima~ – hirhr Jaa
– purskRt
e mausaaifr ja,ra zhr – QaIrond` imaEa
samaya ka pihyaa – Da^ş rIta hjaolaa ' AaraQanaa'
piqak – [laa narona
mana ko plaaSa – Da^ş sarsvatI maaqaur
A@sa – ivajaya zakur
ASk – hrdova saaoZ,I ' ASk'
ek baar ifr – Aasqaa
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