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iCnnamasta Á AaOrt haonao ka saca

'' Akolao haonao kI pID,a‚ ~asadI‚ AatMk maOM @yaa naama dUM [sakaoÆ pr [tnaa p`Baava tao maoro mana pr pD,a hI hO. AaMsauAaoM kao maOM toja rFtar sao daOD,to hue sauKatI rhI. ipClao dsa vaYaao-M sao kama kI vyasttaAaoM maoM ]laJakr [sa p`Sna kao maOM nao baar baar pICo Zkolaa hO… yaid maoro pasa kama na haota‚ yah Baaga – daOD, na haotI‚ tba @yaa maOM jaI patIÆ AaOr ipClao dsa idnaaoM sao yah p`Sna ApnaI pUrI Aismata ko saaqa saamanao KD,a hO… haЂ javaaba dao‚ Kaojaao. ija,ndgaI jaInao ko AaOr BaI trIko haoto hOM. magar kaOnasaa trIkaÆ jaUDI hmaoSaa sao khtI rhI‚ " ip`yaaÑ tuma ApnaI DayarI ilaKtI rhao. AaOrt Aaja BaI maUk hO. ]sako AaMsauAaoM kao duinayaa doKtI hO. ]sako ihsTIiryaa ko daOro‚ ]sako caIKnao icallaanao pr laaoga kanaaoM pr haqa rK laoto hOM… ]sakI iSakayat BarI inagaahaoM kao doKkr BaI puÉYa AnadoKa kr jaata hO. magar SabdaoM ka Apnaa [ithasa haota hO… AaOr yaid vao Cp jaayaoM tba @yaa ]nakI yaaoM ]poxaa krnaa saMBava haogaaÆ"

ihndI kI p`isaw kqaakar p`Baa Kotana ko ]pnyaasa ' iCnnamasta ' ka yah AMSa ip`yaa naama kI eosaI naarI ka Aa%mamaMqana hO samaaja kI jaja-r maanyataAaoM AaOr jaIvana maoM mah%vapUNa- maanao jaanao vaalao puÉYaaoM kI Aaidma BaUK sao inarntr SaaoiYat haoto rhnao ko baavaja,Ud Apnao Aap maoM ek AnaUza vyai@t%va hO‚ maUk ivad`aoh AaOr ekdma Aaidma iksma kI ijajaIivaYaa ko saaqa‚ Aist%va bacaayao rKnao ko jvalant savaala kao ilayao jaItI hI nahIM bailk Apnaa ek svatn~ maukama banaatI hO. pirisqatyaaM ]taÉ hOM Apnao Gaat– p`itGaataoM ko saaqa ]sao taoD, donao pr pr vah BaI ija,d\dI hO TUTtI nahIM… . bacapna sao naIrIh haokr jaItI Aa[- ip`yaa na jaanao iktnao AaMtirk saMGaYaao-M kao Jaola kr ]BartI hO ek safla AaOrt banakr.pr ifr BaI khIM – khIM vah mahsaUsa krtI rhI hO ik vah inaYkaiYat hO. laoikna ifr BaI ]sao pta hO ik jaInaa hO‚ kama krnaa hO ApnaI Alaga Aa[DoinTTI ko ilayao‚ svayaM ko ivakasa ko ilayao. ip`yaa ka sva hmaoSaa sao jaagaRt qaa‚ Aba vah Anamaola ivavaah kI Asa( baoiD,yaaoM sao baahr inakla kr [sa ' sva' kao ibanaa iksaI saharo ko p`itsqaaipt krnaa caahtI qaI AaOr ]sanao ikyaa. [sa ]pnyaasa ko maaQyama sao p`Baa Kotana nao maarvaaD,I samaaja kI ipClaI pIZ,I kI AaOrtaoM kI isqaityaaoM‚ ]nakI maanaisaktaAaoM‚ AapsaI ]laJaavaaoM va puranaI maanyataAaoM maoM kucalato ]nako svaaiBamaana kao dSaa-yaa hO. puÉYa ko maukabalao hmaoSaa dUsaro str pr rKo jaanao kI yaM~Naa kao dSaa-yaa hO. caaho vah ip`yaa kI BaaiBayaaM haoM‚ bahnaoM haoM‚ naanaI AaOr maaimayaaM haoM‚ saasa haoM yaa ]sakI CaoTI maaM… j,yaadatr pit kI dUsarI AaOrt ko haonao kI jalana yaa svayaM dUsarI AaOrt haonao ka saM~asa JaolatI hOM. kula imalaa kr yahaM pUrI trh sao puÉYasa<aa havaI hO. ijasao doKto‚ AnauBava krto hue‚ svayaM jaIto hue ek TUTnao kI isqait pr Aakr ip`yaa ivad`aoh kr dotI hO.

yah ]pnyaasa ek AkolaI safla ]VaogakmaI- s~I ko AtIt kao p`stut krta hO‚  calato – calato ek lambao tnha safr maoM vah ek pDa,va pr Aakr iSaiqalata mahsaUsa krtI hO AaOr pICo mauD, kr doKtI hO tao patI hO‚ ek lambaa AtIt ]laJaa saa ]sako saaqa saaqa calata rha hO‚ ]sako vyai@t%va kI prCaM[- sao ]laJaa. ]saka jaIvana ]sao ivaraoQaaBaasaI pirisqaityaaoM ka ]laJaa huAa baMDla p`tIt haota hO — " ija,ndgaI‚ kma sao kma maorI ija,ndgaI ivaraoQaaBaasaaoM ka baNDla rhI hO. ]laJao hue Qaagao‚ pD,I hu[- gaaMzoM‚ jaanatI hUÐ saulaJaa nahIM pa}MgaI. pr [nako saaqa jaInaa tao maOM nao saIK ilayaa hO. AaOr yah samaJa hI maorI ija,ndgaI ko p`it lagaava kao ija,nda rKtI hO."

yahaM naarI svaatn~\ya mahja fOSana ko ilayao nahIM AaoZ,a gayaa hO‚ ip`yaa kao[- foimainasT nahIM hO… vah tao ]saI samaaja maoM‚ ]saI samaaja kI haokr jaInaa caahtI qaI‚ ek saaQaarNa AaOrt kI trh saaQaarNa jaIvana. jahaM ]sao ]sako sva ko saaqa svaIkara jaata‚ maaM ka snaoh imalata‚ Asamaya baD,o hao jaanao kI pID,a kao na Jaolanaa pD,ta‚ ]sako bacapna kao pMK imalato AaOr yauvaavasqaa maoM baD,aoM kI svaIkRit yaa ivavaah ko baad pit ka snaoh imalata tao Saayad hI vah ivad`aoh krtI. yahaM tao bacapna maoM pirvaar nao ]poixat ikyaa‚ ivavaah ko baad pit nao‚ ifr jaba vah svatn~ haokr jaInao lagaI tao samaaja nao… ]sakI vyai@tgat svatn~ta yahaM ]sako jaInao kI ja,$rt bana kr Aa KD,I hu[- hO. svatn~ haokr ]sanao samaaja sao ivad`aoh BaI nahIM ikyaa‚ ]sanao svayaM kao vyavasaaya maoM AakMz Dubaao ilayaa. ]sakI saflata svatÁ hI samaaja hI ko ilayao caunaaOtI bana ga[- qaI. AaOr pirvaar tqaa samaaja nao ]sasao knnaI kaT laI.

'iCnnamasta' ek eosaI AaOrt ka saca hO‚ ijasako ilayao ija,ndgaI… janma ko saaqa hI caunaaOtI bana kr saamanao AayaI.bacapna hI sao vah k[- sadsyaaoM ko pirvaar hI ko BaItr Anyaaya va pxapat kI prakaYza kao JaolatI rhI.khnao kao ip`yaa ek bahut AmaIr maarvaaD,I pirvaar kI garIba baoTI hO‚ jahaM pOsaa hO‚ laoikna kmaI hO tao ]sa saaMvalaI‚ AMt-mauKI pirvaar kI AMitma laD,kI ko ilayao Aa%maIyata kI.khnao kao dao Baa[- caar bahnaaoM‚ dao Baa[-yaaoM maoM vah sabasao CaoTI hO‚ ikntu vah inatant AkolaI hO. ]poixata hO.vah Aa%maIyata kI BaUKI baccaI bacapna maoM pMiCyaaoM maoM‚ ApnaI da[- maaM maoM snaoh ZUMZtI hO.]sa AmaIr Gar maoM BaI pxapat kI prakaYza hO‚ jahaM kuC baccaaoM kao baadama ka hlavaa va AcCo mahMgao fla imalato hOM‚ vahIM ip`yaa jaOsao ek dao baccao hOM ijanhoM kuC ivaiSaYT iKlaanao kI AavaSyakta nahIM samaJaI jaatI…

p`Baa jaI nao ip`yaa kI ija,ndgaI kI jad\daojahd koa tIna pD,avaaoM maoM rKa hOM‚ jaao AtIt AaOr vat-maana ko dao iknaaraoM ko baIca ek AD,talaIsa kI vaya kI AaOrt ka samaUcaa jaIvana bana kr bahta hO — bacapna AaOr kOSaaoya-‚ ivavaah‚ ifr ivavaah kI Asaflata ko baad puÉYaaoM kI duinayaa maoM punaÁ Akolao p`itsqaaipt haonao ka saMGaYa-. sabasao kD,a saMGaYa- rha bacapna ka. jahaM p`sava ko baad hI sao baImaar maaM nao ]sa AbaaoQa kao %yaaga saa idyaa qaa‚ laD,kI haonao ka gaunaah‚ }pr sao kalaI haonao ka saM~asa. ek ipta qao jaao ]sasao snaoh rKto qao. ]nakI Akala maR%yau ip`yaa kao inatant Akolaa kr jaatI hO. vah da[- maaM ka AaMcala qaama laotI hO AaOr tba sao laokr jaIvana Bar ]sao maaM maanatI rhtI hO. ek AnapZ, mamatamayaI AaOrt ]sao samaJaatI hO‚ yakayak ek baccaI sao saIQao AaOrt hao jaanao ko saM~asa kao caupcaap pI jaanao ko ilayao. laD,kI haonao ]sakI Asa( pID,aAaoM maoM maaM nahIM saaqa hO‚ da[- maaM saaqa hO.

" mauJao kBaI Ammaa kI gaaod kI yaad BaI nahIM AatI hO. na maalaUma @yaaoM SauÉ sao hI Ammaa kao mauJasao icaZ, qaI yaa ifr yah Gaaor inaraSaa kI ek p`itiËyaa qaI‚ ijasao vao mauJa pr Aaraoipt kr rhI qaIM. mauJao da[- maaM nao hI palaa paosaa.×××××× mauJao gaaod maoM laoto hI da[- maaM ko stnaaoM maoM dUQa ]tr Aayaa qaa. maora saaMvalaa rMga qaa‚ pr saoht AcCI qaI AaOr ]sa pr da[- maaM ka palana paoYaNa. vahI maora sava-sva qaIM. maOM ]naka pllaa ek imanaT ko ilayao nahIM CaoD,tI qaI."
vahI da[- maaM jaao ]sako ipta kI maR%yau ko duK kI AaOr mahja saaZ,o naaO vaYa- kI Aayau maoM Apnao hI baD,o Baa[- Wara hue yaaOnaSaaoYaNa kI ekmaa~ saaJaIdar qaIM. ]sako [na duÁKaoM ko Aagao da[-maaM svayaM Asahaya qaIM. ]naka BaI basa na calaa qaa yahaM,.
" sauna ibaiTyaaÑ hmaar kha maana AaOr ija,ndgaI maoM [- baat kBaI iksaI sao ijana kihyaao. Apnao pit prmaosar sao BaI naahIM. A]r saba samaya hmaara saaqa rhao. naa ibaiTyaa‚ hma Aba taohko CaoD,kr khIM nahIM jaa]ba."

ek nanhIM baccaI kao [sa SaaoYaNa maoM svayaM ka hI ApraQa naja,r Aayaa. " mauJao Acaanak samaJa maoM Aayaa maanaao mauJasao khIM kao[- BayaMkr galatI hao gayaI hao. ApraQa… pap … haM ija,ndgaI maoM pap ka baaoQa phlaI baar huAa." yahI ApraQa nanhI ip`yaa ko sahmao hue ]na ]masa Baro idnaaoM kao ga`sa jaata qaa jaba mahInao ko paMca idnaaoM pirvaar kI prmpra ko Anausaar ]sao ACUt kI trh Alaga baOz kr ibatanao haoto qao‚ vah BaI mahja dsa saala kI ]ma` sao AaOr vah Ammaa ko kaosao jaanao pr irStodaraoM sao bacaa kr }pr ibaza idyao jaanao pr saaocaa krtI qaI‚ " Ammaa‚ maora ApraQa @yaa hOÆ @yaa mahInao ko mahInao TaMgaaoM ko baIca irsata huAa KUna mauJao @yaa AcCa lagata hOÆ"
Aa%maglaaina tao qaI hI ]sa pr sao ip`yaa kao Ammaa ko tanao ja,hr bauJao lagato vah pUCtI‚ " da[- maaM Ammaa mauJasao icaZ,tI @yaaoM hOÆ @yaa [saIilayao…Æ"
" [- tao khao ik Sahr hO‚ hmaar gaaMva maoM tao ibayaah ko pihlao kvanaaoM laD,kI ka [- mahInaa sauÉ hao jaaya tao maaM baap ka sar pr pap ka baaoJa baZ,t hO."
bacapna hI sao ibanaa iksaI ApraQa ko ApraQa baaoQa sao ga`st ip`yaa ka vyai@t%va Ant-mauKI hao jaata hO. SarIr maoM haoto p`akRitk ivakasaaoM ko p`it ]samaoM kUT kUT kr ApraQa baaoQa Bar idyaa qaa pirvaar hI kI is~yaaoM nao — ]sao frmaana imalaa ik ApnaI CaityaaoM kao bao[nthaM ksaI hu[- SamaIja, maoM ksa kr rKo ik vao sapaT lagaoM. [tnaI ksaI kI saaMsa GauT jaaya.

[na sandBaao-M kao vya@t kr p`Baa Kotana nao AaAao popo Gar calaoM kI hI trh t%kalaIna maarvaaD,I samaaja maoM laD,ikyaaoM kI isqait kao vya@t ikyaa hO. phlao tao laD,kI haonaa ApraQa‚ ifr caaOqaI laD,kI haonaa‚ ]sa pr saaMvalaI haonaa‚ AaOr sabasao baD,a ApraQa jaldI hI baD,o hao jaanaa. laoikna p`Baa jaI kI ]korI naaiyaka ip`yaa ko ApraQa @yaa yahIM K%ma hao jaato hOMÆ vah pit kI baojaa maaMgaaoM ka ivaraoQa krtI hO‚ saaiD,yaaoM – gahnaaoM kI jagah pustkaoM sao p`oma krtI hO‚ puÉYa kI barabarI krtI hO‚ puÉYaaoM kI duinayaa maoM Apnaa vyavasaaya jamaatI hO‚ doSa ivadoSa DaolatI hO… eosaI ip`yaa kao vah samaaja kOsao maaf kr sakta hOÆ

sabasao vah yahI saunatI qaI ik ' baaokI hO‚ BaaTa‚ p%qar‚ ek baar maoM AZ,a[- saor KatI hO.' eosao maoM ipta ka snaoh‚ ipta ka ]sako pZ,a[- maoM toja, haonao pr naaja, ]sao ja,ra Aa%maivaSvaasa Bar jaata qaa‚ ikntu vyavasaaiyak p`itWinWyaaoM Wara ]sa snaohI mahana cair~ vaalao [nsaana kI h%yaa ko baad ip`yaa ko sar pr rKa ekmaa~ vard\hst calaa gayaa AaOr vah AvaaMiCta saI rh ga[- samaUcao pirvaar maoM. kao[- BaI kuC BaI saunaa dota‚ Baa[- – bahna ]sako ihssao kI caIjaoM CIna laoto‚ icaZ,ato. kalaI maa[-‚ dMtulaI kh kr iKjaato. svayaM jananaI nao na jaanao iktnao ivaSaoYaNaaoM sao ivaBaUiYat ikyaa ik baD,o haonao pr ka^laoja ko saaiqayaaoM Wara ]sao AakYa-k kho jaanao pr BaI vah sahja nahIM lao patI qaI.vah kBaI ApnaI Ammaa kI dI ga[- ]paiQayaaoM sao ]bar nahIM sakI.

ip`yaa ka yahI bacapna yauvaavasqaa maoM ]sako vyai@t%va maoM ek AsaMtulana Bar jaata hO. Avacaotna maoM QaMsao AtIt ko kMkr ]sao ek sahja yauvatI nahIM rhnao doto. [sa manaaoiva&ana kao p`Baa jaI nao bahut barIkI sao p`stut ikyaa hO — " laoikna ka^laoja maoM laD,kaoM ko saaqa pZ,to hue BaI kao[- puÉYa maorI AaMKaoM maoM nahIM ]tr payaa qaa. mauJao Apnao AaOrtpnao sao icaZ, qaI. AaOrtpnaaÆ [sakI pirBaaYaa qaI laD,kaoM kI Aaor tak – JaaMk‚ ]nakI cacaa-‚ $maanaI klpnaayaoM AaOr ifr SaadI ko sapnao. saba kuC bakvaasa hO.
laoikna saca maoM AcCa lagaa qaa ek yauvaa SarIr ka AailaMgana‚ ]<aoijat gama- saaMsao‚ gahro caumbana‚ SarIr maoM haotI hu[- maIzI isahrnaÑ"

Gar kI ]poixata ip`yaa kao skUla AaOr ka^laoja maoM BarpUr snaoh AaOr phcaana imalaI. skUla maoM baD,I bahna jaI ka SaalaIna vyai@t%va  ]sao p`Baaivat krta‚ vah ]nakI C~Cayaa maoM rhtI‚ p`osaIDonsaI ka^laoja maoM ekmaa~ maarvaaD,I laD,kI haonao ka gaaOrva BaI ]sao p`aPt qaa‚ jahaM ]sao Da^º caOTjaI- nao dSa-naSaas~ kI vyaapkta ko p`it ]sakI ija&asaa jagaa[-‚ AaOr p`orNaa banao.vahIM AsaIma ko saaqa ]sao phlaI baar Aa%masvaIkRit ko saaqa puÉYa spSa- ka sahI svaad pta calaa. laoikna sahpazI AsaIma ko p`oma kao ]sako mana nao tba BaI nahIM svaIkara. ikntu ek gahro ]nmaad AaOr dOihk AakYa-Na nao ]sao AaiKrkar ' p`oma ' bana kr Cla hI ilayaa. vah BaI BaartIya vaodant pZ,anao vaalaa ek yauvaa p`aofosar ]sako SabdhIna…sarla samap-Na kao Cla gayaa. ifr da[- maaM ka saaqa CUT gayaa. ifr na jaanao khaM sao sabakao htp`Ba krta huAa‚ ip`yaa ko duBaa-gya kao mauMh icaZ,ata huAa baD,o Gar ka irSta Aata hO. AmaIr Garanaa vah BaI kraoD,pit ]sa ja,maanao ko.vah svayaM kao samaJaatI hO

" ip`yaaÑ samaJa sao kama laao. tumhoM svaIkRit AaOr saurxaa daonaaoM imala rhI hOM. tuma baD,I hao gayaI hao ip`yaaÑ ibanaa vyavasqaa kI svaIkRit ko tuma @yaa kr laaogaI ip`yaaÆ baovakUf mat banaaoÑ yahaM ibanaa iksaI p`yaasa ko tumhoM qaala maoM praosa kr CPPana Baaoga idyaa jaa rha hO. khaM saD,kaoM pr caPPalaoM GasaIT rhI qaIM‚ AaOr khaM kraoD,pit kI baIvaI …Ñ"

AaOr ip`yaa ek nark sao inakla kr dUsaro ja,ra baohtr nark maoM Aa jaatI hO. Alaga iksma kI jagah‚ Alaga maanaisakta ko laaoga. Qana kI‚ doh kI ippasaa maoM jalata inatant BaaOitkvaadI ip`yaa ka pit narond` AaOr Aa%mapID,na sao ga`st saasaU maaM‚ dao naavaaoM maoM iGasaTto calato sasaur… AaOr ]nakI khIM AaOr rhtI hu[- baMgaalana p`oimaka ³ ip`yaa kI CaoTI maaM´‚ naInaa jaOsaI spYTvaadI laD,kI kI maaM. [sa Gar ka saamaaijak dayara BaI Alaga iksma ka… pOsao ka BarpUr idKavaa… paiT-yaaM… Aayaaojana… ip`yaa jald hI yahaM BaI Aist%vahInata ka iSakar hao jaatI hO.

ip`yaa ko ilayao Apnaa svayaM ka vyavasaaya ek saMyaaoga hI bana kr Aata hO. ivadoSa jaanao ka SaaOkIna narond` hONDIËaFT ko inayaa-t ko bahanao p`Baa kao e@sapaoT- ka kama krnao ka ek svaaqaI- Avasar dota hO. basa yahIM sao ip`yaa ko barsaaoM sao kucalao Aist%va kao pMK lagato hOM… vah svayaM kao Kpa DalatI hO‚ [sa vyavasaaya kI baarIikyaaM samaJa laotI hO AaOr saflata kI ]D,ana ]D,nao kao tOyaar haotI hI hO ik narond` ka Ahma\ AaD,o Aata hO…AaOr vah ip`yaa ko pMK kaTnao pr ]ta$ hao jaata hO‚ yahaM narond` ko cair~ kao vya@t krta ip`yaa ko ima~ ifilap ka yah bayaana hI kafI hO — " doKao ip`yaaÑ narond` jaOsao puÉYa s~I kI mah%vaakaMxaa kao samaJa nahIM sakto. vao ek safla s~I kI trf AakiYa-t ja,$r haoto hOM‚ magar ]nako BaItr ka puÉYa basa ]sa s~I kao dbaaocanaa caahta hO‚ yaaina ]sako Ahma\ kao saMtuiYT imalatI hO ik doKao eosaI AaOrt BaI maoro vaSa maoM hO."

ip`yaa ko ilayao yah vyavasaaya maa~ vyavasaaya nahIM jaInao kI [cCa AaOr Aist%va kI phcaana hO. vah [sa phcaana ko ilayao barsaaoM trsaI hO‚ ikntu jaba pirvaar AaOr baoTo tqaa vyavasaaya maoM sao ek kao caunanao kI naaObat AatI hO tao vah ApnaI [sa ekmaa~ phcaana kao caunatI hO. ikntu @yaa yaUM ekaek eosaa duga-ma fOsalaa Aasana qaa ip`yaa ko ilayaoÆ
" na hI pit yaa baoTa yaa p`oma hI ija,ndgaI ko saharo hao sakto hOM. [nako saaqa saaqa calato hue kizna maukamaaoM kao par krnao maoM AasaanaI ja,$r haotI hO‚ raht imalatI hO‚ mana kao saukUna haota hO ik calaao kao[- saaqa hO. laoikna vao saaqa na doM tba @yaa ektrfa Aahuit BaI doto calaao AaOr safr BaI tya kraoÆ maOM nao Apnao mana kao samaJaa ilayaa qaa. calaao‚ AaOr qaaoD,I kiznaa[- AaOr sahI. ApnaI rah cala rhI hUЂ [saka tao saMtaoYa rhogaa. maOM yaid Kud kI naja,raoM maoM sahI hUЂ tba iksaI AaOr kI naja,raoM maoM Kud kao sahI sqaaipt krnao kI yah kizna tpsyaa baokar hO‚ibalakula baokar.××××××Apnao Aapkao maOM samaJaatI‚ baar baar samaJaatI qaI. laoikna mana samaJa kr BaI nahIM samaJata. baoTaÆ maora [klaaOta baoT…nahIM narond` nahIM CaoD,ogaa. vah narond` kI mauT\zI maoM band hO‚ kanaUna ka BaI narond` kao hI sahara hO. samaaja BaI narond` ko saaqa hO. ip`yaaÑ Apnao klaojao pr p%qar rK laao‚ pr ]sa baocaaro laD,ko kao baoGar mat krao.×××××× saubah AaMKoM Kulato hI maOM Apnao sao pUCtI — ip`yaa‚ @yaa kraogaIÆ rat maoM AaMKoM band krtI hu[- Apnao Aap sao pUCtI — mauJao @yaa krnaa caaihyaoÆ rataoM kao ]z – ]z kr baOz jaatI — Aba mat Élaa BagavaanaÑ bahut rao caukI . Aba maujasao raoyaa nahIM jaata. ek rasta AaOr BaI sahI‚ caunaava tumhoM krnaa haogaa ip`yaa…tumhoM ApnaI madd Kud krnaI haogaI."

ip`yaa mahsaUsa krtI hO ik maRt sambanQaaoM kao pUrI takt sao Zaonao sao baohtr hO yah takt vyavasaaya maoM lagaanaa.
ek saa[ikyaaiT/sT AaOr ek samvaodnaSaIla s~I jaUDI ip`yaa koa ]sako AtIt kI p`tCayaaAaoM mau@t krnaa caahtI hO AaOr vah kuC hd tk safla BaI haotI hO. [sa ]pnyaasa maoM ip`yaa AaOr jaUDI ka vaata-laap bahut hI ivaSlaoYaNaa%mak bana pD,a hO. ek BaartIya s~I kI maanaisakta AaOr puÉYa sa<aa ko p`it ek Kara ivaraoQa‚ dUsarI AaOr jaUDI ka ]sao ija,ndgaI ko p`it sakara%mak haonao kI salaah ek s~I kI saaoca ko ilayao nayao Aayaama KaolatI hO. jaUDI piScama AaOr pUrba kI AaOrt kI pID,aAaoM maoM kao[- Antr nahIM maanatI‚ Antr hO tao basa ApnaI ApnaI pID,aAaoM sao laD,nao ko trIko maoM.
" ip`yaaÑ baura na maanaao tao ek baat khUÐ ×××××× Aaja saByata saMËmaNa ko ek daOr sao gauja,r rhI hO. tumanao BaI ijatnaI BaI pID,a JaolaI pr tumharI caotnaa ka ivakasa hI huAa hO‚ tumharo Ba`ma TUTo hOM‚ saImaaAaoM sao baahr Aakr tumanao parspirkta ka sambanQa sqaaipt ikyaa hO."

p`Baa Kotana ko ]pnyaasa kI yah iCnnamasta naaiyaka ApnaI tkdIr badlanao kI ija,d maoM bahut Aagao inakla AatI hO… jahaM kBaI kBaI vah svayaM kao Akolaa patI hO. ip`yaa ko ilayao AtIt ek duKta faoD,a qaa. ]sao saMGaYaao-M nao ija,d\dI banaa idyaa qaa‚ ApnaI rah pr calatI hu[- vah irStaoM maoM sathIpna AaOr banaavaT svaIkar nahIM kr patI. vah Aa%makoind`t hO‚ ]sao banaavaT sao icaZ, hO. vyavasqaa ka KaoKlaapna ]sao bardaSt nahIM.eosao maoM kuC saccao maaotI sao irSto ]sao jaIvana ko dladla sao AvaSya imalao masalana naInaa‚ CaoTI maaM‚ jaUDI – ifilap. vah ifilap sao khtI BaI hO — " Saayad yao daoistyaaM na rhtIM tao maOM kba kI ek KarI AaOrt hao jaatI Apnao hI GaraOMdo maoM kOd."

p`Baa jaI nao [sa ]pnyaasa kao AtIt AaOr vat-maana kI dao QaaraAaoM ko baIca bahtI AsaM#yaaoM ivacaar trMgaaoM ko saaqa bahut KUbasaUrtI sao icai~t ikyaa hO…samvaodnaSaIla pazk [sa ]pnyaasa koa pZ,ta nahIM [samaoM bahta hO. ip`yaa kI pID,a [tnaI sahjata sao ]pnyaasa maoM p`kT hu[- hO ik ]sasao kao[- BaI saaQaarNaIkRt hue ibanaa nahIM rh pata.

cair~ ica~Na maoM p`Baa jaI nao hrok cair~ ko saaqa bahut maohnat kI hO. ip`yaa ka cair~ tao pUro manaaoiva&ana ko saaqa ]Baara hI hO ]nhaoMnao. saaqa hI ip`yaa ko janma ko saaqa hI baImaar hao jaanao ifr ivaQavaa hao jaanao kI pID,a ip`yaa kI maaM ko pxapatI AaOr icaZ,icaZ,o haonao kI vajah bana jaatI hO. ikntu p`Baa jaI nao ip`yaa kI maaM ko cair~ ko saaqa pUra nyaaya ikyaa hO. ]nhaoMnao pit kI maR%yau ko baad kOsao baD,o baoTo kao vaSa maoM rKa AaOr vyavasaaya saMBaalaa AaOr kaozI kI Aana kao kma na haonao idyaa. [sa sabako pICo kI jad\daojahd kao ip`yaa krIba sao doKtI hO AaOr maaM ko p`it k[- jagah sahanauBaUit rKtI hO.baD,o Baa[- kI ivakRt p`vaRi<a ko saapoxa BaI p`Baa jaI nao manaaoiva&ana rKa hO… ek kamauk vyai@t kI AtRiPtyaaoM AaOr Anamaola ivavaah kI pirNait iksa $p maoM ]BartI hO. phlao hI sao ]poixata… maUk gaaya saI baccaI ip`yaa hI ]sao Apnaa iSakar idKa[- dotI hO‚ ijasao kao[- mau@ka maar jaayao tao kuC nahIM baaolao… kuC CIna lao tao kuC nahIM baaola sako eosaI ip`yaa iksaI sao @yaa khogaIÆ da[- maaM ka cair~ Apnao mamatamaya$p maoM mahana haokr ]Bara hO. maarvaaD,I pirvaar kI Anya is~yaaM caaho vaao sallaao jaIjaI haoM‚ BaaiBayaaM haoM‚ Da^@Tr saraoja hao sabanao puÉYa kI sa<aa kao caupcaap svaIkara hO.ip`yaa ko pirvaar kI k[- AaOrtoM saaOt ka baaoJa caupcaap ]zae hOM‚ baD,I BaaBaI‚ naanaI‚ maamaI‚ saasa… ip`yaa hI ek hO jaao [sa saamantvaadI saaoca ka ivaraoQa krtI hO. ip`yaa ka saaqa idyaa hO‚ ]sakI saaOtolaI nanad naInaa nao. naInaa saSa@t s~I bana kr ]BarI hO.
narond` ko kamaI – dMBaI cair~ kao p`Baa jaI nao kafI samaya idyaa hO taik ]sako pirp`oxya maoM ip`yaa ko ivad`aoh kao samaJaa jaa sako. k[- jagah ip`yaa ko jairyao ]nhaoMnao yah BaI jatayaa hO ik kao[- Aama maarvaaD,I laD,kI ]sakI p%naI haotI tao vah narond` kao KuSa rK saktI qaI. pr ip`yaa sao Aba Apmaana‚ ]poxaaeM‚ dOihk SaaoYaNa ibalakula bardaSt nahIM hao sakta qaa. bahut Jaolaa qaa pr Aba nahIM. ip`yaa ko baabaUjaI ko cair~ kao saamaqya-Bar ]Mcaa[yaaM dI hOM p`Baa jaI nao. ek caaOqaI pasa‚ AcCI AMga`ojaI ka &ata AaOr bauiwmaana‚ ]darmanaa vyavasaayaI ijasao Apnao hI saaJaodaraoM nao marvaa idyaa. ifilap AaOr jaUDI jaOsao ima~ ip`yaa ko jaIvana kI ]plaibQayaaM hOM. baaik cair~ ip`yaa ko jaIvanaica~ kao ]Baarnao ko ilayao [stomaala hue hOM.

p`Baa jaI laoKnaI bahut AnauBavaI hO… bahut saQaI hu[-. pUro ]pnyaasa maoM khIM BaI baaoiJalata nahIM ek p`vaah saa bahta hO‚ khIM vah p`vaah KamaaoSa ApnaI pID,aeM‚ Pyaasa pIta huAa bahta hO‚ khIM duKaoM ko tap sao saUK QartI ko Andr gaula… tao khIM ivad`aohI Qaara bana caT\TanaaoM sao sar Tkrata hO. BaaYaa ]pnyaasa ko kqya ko AnaukUla‚ pa~aoM ko AnaukUla hO. pIiZ,yaaoM phlao klak<aa jaa basao maarvaaiD,yaaoM kI ja,baana maarvaaD,I BaaYaa ka svaad nahIM BaUlaI hO. bailk ]samaoM baMgaalaI BaaYaa kI mahk BaI basa ga[- hO.ibaNanaI‚ saugalaI‚ Tabar‚ baa[-saa…jaOsao maarvaaD,I Sabd… naamaaoM kao Pyaar va gaussao maoM ibagaaD,nao ka maarvaaD,I ZMga ' raQaa kao raQalaI '‚ maarvaaD,I rsmaao irvaaja,‚ rajasqaanaI Baaojana dala – baaTI – caUrmaa‚ saaMgarI ka saaga Aaid ka ija,Ë ]pnyaasa kao sarsa banaato hOM. da[- maaM kI BaaYaa maoM jahaM AvaQaI ka rsa hO vahIM Da^º gaaMgaulaI kI baMgaalaI maaohtI hO.

maarvaaD,I pirvaaraoM kI ta%kalaIna dSaa va saaoca kao sahI trh sao dSaa-yaa gayaa hO. Aaja pirisqaityaaM badlaI hOM‚ maarvaaD,I pirvaaraoM kI laD,ikyaaM hu[- hOM. eosao maoM ip`yaa kI phla ]llaoKnaIya hO. yahaM kOiryar kao laokr ikyaa gayaa ivad`aoh p`Baa jaI ko svayaM ko vyai@t%va ka pircaayak hO.

yah ]pnyaasa ek safla‚ pznaIya‚ raocak ]pnyaasa hO‚ [samaoM pstut hue naarI ivamaSa- nao [sao bahucaica-t BaI ikyaa hO.

'iCnnamasta' ko sandBa- maoM laoiKka p`Baa Kotana ko vaagaqa- isatmbar 2003 maoM Cp‚o saaQanaa Aga`vaala Wara ilayao gayao saaxaa%kar maoM svayaM p`Baa jaI ka iCnnamasta ko sandBa- maoM ek va@tvya Á

 " 'iCnnamasta' kI ip`yaa maora hI p`it$p hO. ip`yaa ivad`aoh krtI hO‚ samaaja AaOr pirvaar ko p`it ]samaoM ivasfaoT hO AaOr yah AkarNa nahIM hO. janma sao kuMizt AaOr dimat ip`yaa kao AiQakar ko naama pr kuC parmpirk maUlya qamaa donao sao ]saka jaIvana Asamaqa- nahIM hao jaata. GaTnaacaË caaho kuC BaI hao pr [sasao }pr ]znao kI xamata ka ivakasa ja,$rI hO. ip`yaa nao BaI yahI ikyaa bailk yaUM kihyao ik maoro hr ]pnyaasa maoM Gar baahr kI eosaI kao[- Baodk roKa nahIM rhI AaOr na maOM nao iksaI kao Apnaa inajaI kaonaa AaOr [sasao iBanna saava-jainak maanaa hao. Gar kI caardIvaarI ko BaItr hI maOM nao baahrI p`BaavaaoM ka saamanaa ikyaa hO AaOr baahrI duinayaa maoM prayao laaogaaoM sao baohd Apnaapna imalaa. isqaityaaM [tnaI trla rhI hOM ik bahuQaa maOM inaNa-ya nahIM kr pa[- ik iksasao maorI irStodarI hO AaOr iksasao mahja daostI."

yahaM ]llaoKnaIya hO ik Da^º p`Baa Kotana jahaM kqaasaaih%ya maoM ek mah%vapUNa- laoiKka ko $p maoM jaanaI jaatI hOM‚ vahIM vao isamaaona d baa]vaar ko ' d saOkoND saO@sa ' ko Anauvaad kI vajah sao saa~- AaOr kamaU ko jaIvana dSa-na pr ikyao gayao gahro icantna kI vajah sao
laaokip`ya hu[- hOM. [sako Aitir@t vao cama- ]Vaoga p`itYzana kI p`banQa inadoiSaka hOM‚ kpD,o ko inayaa-t maoM BaI vao safla vyavasaayaI saaibat hu[- hOM. QaIr gamBaIr svaBaava kI p`Baa jaI [tnao baD,o ]Vaoga sao jauD,I rh kr BaI ilaKnao – pZ,nao ka samaya inakala laotI hOM  . ]nako laoKna kI yah ivaSaoYata hO ik ]nako laoKna maoM ivad`aoh Jalakta hO‚ naarI ivamaSa- Jalakta hO‚ pr naarobaaja,I AaOr ivada`oh kI garja nahIM saunaa[- dotI. vao sahja hI Apnao naarI maui@t ko ivacaaraoM kao BaartIya pirp`oxyaaoM maoM kh jaatI hOM.

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
navambar 17‚2003

 
KrgaaoSa Á ivaraoQaaBaasaaoM ko saMiQasqala pr iTkI ip`yaMvad kI khainayaaM
manaaohrSyaama jaaoSaI ka ]pnyaasa ' @yaap '
daraoSa – spindt yaqaaqa- kao dSaa-tI esaº Aarº hrnaaoT kI khainayaaM
baaoiQavaRxa ko naIcao – ivaSva maaohna itvaarI ka kavya saMga`h
vaYa- 2003 iba`Tona ko ihndI laoKkaoM kI mah%vapUNa- kRityaaM
tojaond` Samaa- kI khainayaaM Á yah @yaa hao gayaa
iCnnamasta Á AaOrt haonao ka saca
maudao-M ka TIlaa Á maaoAna jaao dD,ao – raMgaoya raGava ka caica-t ]pnyaasa
maoro ip`ya pVaMSa – kamaayanaI sao – sauQaa ranaI
ATla ibaharI baajapoyaI – ivalaxaNa kavya p`itBaa    
Ainava-canaIya p`oma sao baunaa rhsya laaok – 't%vamaisa'  
AaAao popo Gar calaoM : p`Baa Kotana ka ]%kRYT ]pnyaasa  
AaQao–AQaUro : maaohna rakoSa   
[smat Aapa kI khainayaaÐ AaOr BaartIya mauislama samaaja 
ek ivad`aohI svarÁ tsalaImaa nasarIna kI kivataeM 
kalaIdasakRt ' maoGadUt ' AaOr ]sakI laaokip`yata  
jalapV Á tsalaImaa nasarIna ka nayaa kavya   
'Dar sao ibaCuD,I' kRYNaa saaobatI ka bahucaica-t ]pnyaasa  
rajaoSa jaaoSaI ka kivata saMga`h – dao pMi>yaaoM ko baIca
naTnaagar kRYNa
pMcaknyaa : saargaiBa-ta s~I  
mahond` rMgaa kI ' p`oma kivataeM '    
maRdulaa gaga- ka ]pnyaasa ' icatkaobara '   
maorI ip`ya khainayaaÐ – inama-la vamaa-  
rIitkalaIna kiva ibaharI satsaM[- maoM EaRMgaar Baavanaa 
"$p" kI Ébaa[-yaaР  
lahraoM ko rajahMsa : dao ivaprIt maUlyaaoM ka WnW  
vaja-naaAaoM kao laaMGatI khainayaaM  
safdr Á kroMgao laaoga baatoM baaro maoM [sako 
saMjaIva ka kqaa saMsaar AaOr ' Kaoja '   

mau#apRYz . khanaI . kivata . kaya-Saalaa . kOSaaoya- . dRiYTkaoNa . naR%ya . inabanQa . dosa–prdosa
pirvaar. bacapna . Bai@t–kala Qama- . rsaao[- . laoKk . vyai>%va. vyaMgya . ivaivaQaa . saMsmarNa . saRjana . saaih%ya kaoYa 

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