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maOM Saayad yah kivata na ilaK pata Agar yakayak maorI saa,Zo torh saala kI baoTI maRdulaa isaMh nao yah savaala na pUCa haota ik papa yah ]pnyaasa @yaa haota hO‚ AÝr [sako dao mahInao baad ]sanao na batayaa haota ik [sa baIca ]sanao AMga`ojaI maoM kuC kivataeM AÝr ihndI maoM ek ha^rr sTaorI ilaKI hO. ]sako phlao savaala AÝr baad maoM ekaek ilaKnao ka isalaisalaa nahIM imalaata. [sa AMtrala kI vajah yah hO ik hmaarI maulaakataoM ko baIca maorI naÝkrI hO. Ÿsao krnaa maorI AaMtirk AavaSyakta AÝr CÜD,nao kI AakaMxaa maorI majabaUiryaaM.

maOMnao ipClao tIna saalaaoM maoM maRdulaa AÝr ApnaI p%naI p`itBaa kao Ÿtnaa Kaoyaa hO ]sako Anaupat maoM ]nhoM payaa hO Apnao mana kI duinayaa maoM. ApnaI AnauBaUityaaoM maoM. ]nasao dUrI mauJao lagaatar [nako Aasa–pasa rKnao maoM kamayaaba rhI. [nakI krIbaI maoM maOMnao kBaI [nako haonao pr bahut gaÝr kBaI nahIM ikyaa.

mauJao yah pta nahIM ik kba maRdu nao baD,a haonaa Sau$ kr idyaa. AÝr kba ]saka kd ]sakI maaM sao kuC hI CaoTa rh gayaa hO. vah maorI mana kI duinayaa maoM Aaja BaI vahI iSaSau hO jaÜ tIna–caar barsa kI bamauiSkla haogaI. kš baar tao CuiT\TyaaoM maoM Gar laÝTta hUM tao mauJao lagata hO vah Aba BaI vaOsao hI daOD, kr AaegaI jaba ]sanao phlao phla calanaa saIKa qaa AÝr ]sao ekaek ek KalaI baD,a kmara qaÜoDI dor ko ilae imala gayaa qaa.

hr baar vah ek naš Ada‚ maud`a AÝr hava–Baava ko saaqa imalaI hO. baccaaoM ko baZ,nao maoM yah dao tIna maah ka AMtrala BaI kma nahIM haota. p`itBaa maoM BaI badlaava Aata rha‚ magar bahut kma. magar maRdu maoM na isaf- SaarIirk bailk maanaisak AvasqaaAaoM ÉicayaÜM‚ ÉJaana ka fk- yaa ifr ]samaoM pirYkar maoro ilae gahro kÝtUhla ka ivaYaya rha hO.

tIna saala kI ]ma` maoM jaba ]sanao Aa,DI–itrCI roKaeM KIMcanao ka jaunaUna palaa tao hmaoM AcCa lagaa qaa. AKbaar sao imalanao vaalaa pOD AÝr rMgaIna posTla klar poMisala ]sako ilae donao maoM hmaoM sauivaQaa [sailae BaI mahsaUsa huš qaI‚ @yaaoMik ]sa samaya tk p`itBaa sToja pr saMgaIt ko kaya-Ëma p`stut krnao lagaI qaIM. vah kš baar sToja ko saamanao AÝr sToja pr hI rMgaaoM va roKaAaoM kI duinayaa maoM DUbaI rhtI AÝr p`itBaa Apnao gaayana maoM. ]sao vyast rKnao maoM ]sakI ica~klaa ko ÉJaana kao hmanao vyasana kI trh [stomaala ikyaa qaa. kš baar p`itBaa kao dUsaro SahraoM maoM jaanaa haota AÝr kš baar rat Bar ko kaya-Ëma haoto tÜ maOM ]sao Apnao saaqa AKbaar ko kayaa-laya lao jaata jahaM vah ica~aoM maoM vyast rhtI AÝr maOM TolaIfÜna sao irpÜT- laonao AÝr ]sao ilaipbaw krnao maoM. janasa<aa ko kayaa-laya maoM kš rat dor tk kama krnaa p,Dta AÝr vah ]saI Tobala pr saao jaatI Ÿsa pr maOM ilaK rha haota.
kš baar eosaa huAa hO ik maOM p`osa maoM phlao sao haota tÜ p`itBaa kaya-Ëma maoM jaanao sao phlao maRdu kÜ maoro hvaalao kr jaatI.

p~kairta ka kama inapTanao ko baad ]saI naIMd kI halat maoM gaaod maoM ]zakr janasa<aa ko klak<aa‚ baIko pala kayaa-laya sao AaTao ir@Saa sao ivaQaananagar rolavao sToSana AÝr ifr vahaM sao isayaaladh sao rat 11,48 pr CUTnao vaalaI laaokla T/ona sao TITagaZ, phuMcaa hUM AÝr sToSana sao dor rat kI vajah sao pOdla ]sao naIMd kI halat maoM hI gaaod laokr patuilayaa Gar phuMcaa hUM. ]sao hmaaro saMGaYa- ka kÜš smarNa nahIM hO AÝr na hI jaanakarI.

]sao yah nahIM pta hO ik maOM ]sakI caaht ko baavajaUd ]sao Kolanao ko ilae AÝr Baaš–bahna nahIM do sakta. vah KÝfnaak rat mauJao yaad rhtI hO jaba ]sakI maaM kÜ lagaBaga Aaz mahInao kI gaBaa-vasqaa maoM Gar maoM rat kÜ Akolaa CÜ,Dkr maOM ek AaidvaasaI maihlaa ko balaa%kar kI KbaraoM maoM ]laJaa rh gayaa qaa. AÝr Baaor kI phlaI T/ona sao jaba Gar phuMcaa tÜ pta calaa ik pD,aoisayaaoM nao p`itBaa kÜ r>s~ava kI halat maoM naisa-Mga haoma maoM BatI- krayaa hO‚ jahaM vah rat saaZ,o gyaarh sao maoro phuMcanao tk poT maoM marI huš baccaI kI vajah sao Asa( yaM~Naa JaolatI rhI qaI AÝr maÝt sao jaUJatI halat maoM Da^@Tr bagaOr iksaI sagao saMbaMQaI kI maÝjaUdgaI yaa svaIÌit ko ABaava maoM ]pcaar krnao ka jaaoiKma nahIM ]za sako qao. maRt iSaSau kÜ poT maoM GaMTaoM rKnao kI vah pID,a na jaanao iktnao p`savaaoM kI pI,Da rhI haogaI‚ jaÜ p`itBaa nao Jaolaa hO. p`itBaa p`sava ko jaaoiKma kao ifr ]zanao kao baocaOna hO‚ magar maora p`ayaiScat yahI hO ik maOM ApnaI phlaI hI AÝlaad kao vah dulaar nahIM do saka hUM‚ ŸsakI vah hkdar hO tao ifr Aba dUsaro kI baat baomaanaI hO. AÝr yah dUsarI baoTI Ÿsanao janma sao phlao hI maR%yau ka varNa kr ilayaa qaa yah BaI saayaasa nahIM qaI. vah ]na Baava–iva*vala saMvaonaSaIla xaNaaoM kI dona qaI jaba maOM Kud jaIvana AÝr maR%yau ko baIca JaUla rha qaa.

baalak ba`*macaarI ]sa Sai#sayat ka naama hO‚ Ÿsako karNa maOM puilasa kI 27 laaizyaaM Kanao kI isqait maoM phuMcaa‚ Ÿsao laÜgaaoM nao dovata banaa idyaa. ivaBaajana ko baad baaMglaadoSa maoM ]sanao janma ilayaa qaa AÝr Ÿsanao Apnao jaIvana kala maoM kš laaK iSaYya banaae qao. vah inaiva-klp samaaiQa kI baat krta qaa. jaba ]sakI maÝt klak<aa ko kaozarI ha^ispTla maoM huš tÜ ]sako iSaYyaaoM nao yah maananao sao [nakar kr idyaa ik vah mar BaI sakta hO. baalak ba`*macaarI inaiva-klp samaaiQa pr hOM‚ yah ]nako iSaYyaaoM AÝr ]nako iSaYya samaUh 'saMtana dla’ nao p`caairt ikyaa. laaKaoM kI saM#yaa maoM raoja ]nako Sava ko dSa-na krnao laaoga ]nako saaodpur isqat sauKcar Qaama maoM Aanao lagao qao. maR%yau ko idna sao hI janasa<aa kI AÜr sao maorI D\yaUTI lagaI qaI AÝr yah kma-kaND 54 idna tk calaa qaa. ŸsamaoM 50 idna maOMnao lagaBaga Apnao idna–rat kI kvaroja kI qaI. raoja 4–5 irpaoT- AKbaar maoM CptI. maooro saaqa baaMglaa dOinak Aajakla ka irpaoT-r AÝr maora ip`ya daost ]dya basau BaI hr samaya saayao kI trh banaa rha. kš jagah tao hma saI baI Aa[- ko AadmaI banakr gaaopnaIya jaanakairyaaM haisala krnao maoM BaI safla rho. hmanao jald hI vao $š ko faho Kaoja inakalao qao Ÿsasao baalak ba`*macaarI ka Sava paoCa jaata qaa AÝr Ÿsa pr vao koimakla pae gae qao Ÿsasao laaSa kao saD,nao sao bacaayaa jaa sakta hO.

maOMnao janasa<aa maoM [sakI faoTao Bar dI qaI pr ]dya basau nao baajaI maar laI qaI ]sako AKbaar nao vao $š ko faho fa^roMisak ivaBaaga kÜ saaOMpo qao Ÿsasao piScama baMgaala sarkar kao yah yakIna hao saka qaa ik jaao laaSa sa,D, nahIM rhI hO ]saka karNa koimakla hO. ]sako baad ]dya basau saMtana dla ko laaogaaoM ka duSmana bana gayaa qaa‚ laoikna saMtana dla sao maora saMbaMQa [sailae p`gaaZ, rha @yaaoMik maOM rÜja ek Kbar vah ilaKta qaa jaÜ ]nako ]na bayaanaaoM pr AaQaairt haotI qaI jaÜ ]nako pxa kÜ spYT krtI qaI. ]sa Kbar kI ktrna ]nhoM dota qaa AÝr ]nhoM pZ, kr BaI saunaata qaa. vao ihndI nahIM pZ, pato qao‚ laoikna ]nako ivaraoQa maoM jaanao vaalaI tmaama KbaroM BaI raoja hÜtI qaIM. saMtana dla nao p`caairt krnaa Sau$ ikyaa qaa ik hmaara duSmana 'Aajakla’‚ hmaara dÜst 'janasa<aa’. baalak ba`*macaarI kI kvaroja ka 'janasa<aa’ pr sakara%mak p`Baava [sailae idKaš donao lagaa qaa‚ @yaaoMik ]samaoM kš raocak maaoD, hÜto qao‚ laoikna yah kvaroja maoro ilae kš maÜcaao-M pr xaitkark rha. ]na idnaaoM maora karaobaar GaaTo maoM cala rha qaa‚ maorI gaOrmaÝjaUdgaI maoM vah GaaTa AÝr baZ, gayaa. kodarnaaqa isaMh kI kivataAaoM pr pI – ecaDI ka SaaoQa jamaa krnao kI itiqa lagaatar krIba AatI jaa rhI qaI. SaaoQa inado-iSaka Da^, [laa ranaI isaMh ko faona Aanao pr BaI maOM ]nako yahaM Apnaa SaaoQa kaya- idKanao nahIM phuMca saka‚ jabaik ka^laoja maoM ]nakI CuiT\TyaaM cala rhIM qaIM. Kfa haokr vao Apnao Baaš ko yahaM baMgalaÜr calaI ga[-M. jaba SaaoQa jamaa krnao maoM dsa idna bacao tao maOM janasa<aa sao CuT\TI laokr ]nako yahaM yah khnao phuMcaa ik Aba samaya inakla cauka hO saao maOM saIQao Ta[p kI huš p`it AapkÜ donao jaa rha hUM Ÿsa pr Aapkao kovala hstaxar Bar krnaa hO. maoro p`stava pr vao eosaa ibafrIM ik vah maorI ]nasao AMitma maulaakat hI saaibat huš. AÝr maorI paMca saala kI maohnat jaatI rhI. maOM kBaI Apnaa SaaoQakaya- iksaI BaI ivaSvaivadyaalaya maoM jamaa nahIM kr saka. maOM vaapsa janasa<aa kI iT/MgarIya D\yaUTI pr laÝT Aayaa‚ jahaM baalak ba`*macaarI kI kvaroja maoora [Mtjaar kr rhI qaI. Ÿsa rat rat savaa dao bajao piScama baMgaala sarkar nao 'Aa^proSana sa%kar’ kÜ AMjaama doto hue baalak ba`*macaarI ko Sava kÜ Apnao kbjao maoM laokr ]saka AMitma saMskar kr AMQaivaSvaasaaoM pr raok lagaanao ka kaya- ikyaa ]saka pta saBaI kao qaa. Saama saa,Zo Ch bajao raoja kI trh saMtana dla kI AÜr sao sauKcar Aama maoM p`osa ka^nÍonsa huš tÜ ]sako p`va>a nao bayaana idyaa ik caaho hjaaraoM laaogaaoM kÜ ApnaI jaana donaI pD,o hma laaSa kÜ CUnao nahIM doMgao. Aaid SaMkracaaya- kI trh baalak ba`*macaarI BaI inaiva-klp samaaiQa sao laaOToMgao tÜ Apnaa SarIr KaojaoMgao‚ [sailae ]nako SarIr kI rxaa ja$rI hO.

maOM [sa baohd jaaoiKma Baro AÝr rÜmaaMcakarI karnaamao kao doKnao ko AnauBava sao Apnao kao vaMicat krnao kÜ tOyaar na qaa. maOMnao saMtana dla ko p`mauK laÜgaaoM sao baat kI AÝr ]nhoM [sa baat pr rajaI kr ilayaa ik maOM Aa^proSana sa%kar ko dÝrana BaI rat kao ]nhIM laaogaaoM ko saaqa rhUMgaa. maOM ]nhIM ko saaqa ApnaI jaana gaMvaanao kÜ tOyaar qaa. ]nhMo Apnao dovata ko p`it Apnao k<a-vya ka inavaa-h krnaa qaa AÝr mauJao Apnao poSao ko p`it. maOMnao 'janasa<aa’ ko sqaanaIya saMpadk SyaamasauMdr Aacaaya- kao maoro saaqa hI p`osa ka^nÍonsa maoM phuMcao ÌYNadasa paqa- kI maaf-t faona pr yah Kbar do dI ik maOM Aa^proSana ko dÝrana Aama maoM rhUMgaa AÝr hMsato hue kha qaa ik yaid maOM baad maoM na imalaa tÜ laaSaaoM maoM sao Kaoja ilayaa jaae. janasa<aa kI Aaor sao dao irpaoT-r AÝr ek faoTaoga`afr [sa kvaroja ko ilae rat baarh bajao sao Aama ko baahr lagaa ide gae qao jahaM Anya saBaI maIiDyaa vaalaaoM ko ilae puilasa nao Apnao ihsaaba sao saurixat jagah mauhOyaa kraš qaI tqaa ]sa dayaro sao baahr jaanao pr manaahI qaI. rat naÝ bajao sauKcar Qaama ka Bavya laÝh gaoT BaItr sao baMd kr talaa lagaa idyaa gayaa. Aba Qaama ko BaItr lagaBaga paMca hjaar Ba> qao‚ ŸnamaoM yauvaityaaM BaI qaIM AÝr sa<ar saala ko baujauga- BaI. rat ek bajao TIvaI caOnala kI p~kar maiNadIpa banajaI- nao gaoT ko baahr sao pujaI- iBajavaaš ik vao BaItr Aanaa caahtI hOM. saMtana dla ko laÜga ]nhoM ]saI trh manaa krnao jaa rho qao jaOsao ]nhaoMnao AanaMd baajaar kao ikyaa qaa‚ magar maOMnao maiNadIpa ko ilae gaujaairSa kI tao vao maana gae. Aba hmaaro saaqa maiNadIpa AÝr ]naka kOmaramaOna BaI qaa.

rat pÝnao dÜ bajao jaba puilasa kI Aaor sao baahr sao maa[k pr GaaoYaNaa kI jaa rhI qaI ik saMtana dla ko laaoga baalak ba`*macaarI kI laaSa puilasa ko hvaalao kr doM varnaa ]na pr hmalaa kr idyaa jaaegaa‚ tao hma ka^fI pI rho qao. saMtana dla pr puilasa kI GaaoYaNaaeM baoAsar qaIM. savaa dao bajato–bajato puilasa nao laÝh gaoT taoD, Dalaa qaa. Aa^proSana sa%kar ka naotR%va krnao vaalao esapI rCpala isaMh nao jaOsao hI Qaama maoM p`vaoSa ikyaa saMtana dla ko ek sadsya nao ]nakI jaaMGa maoM i~SaUla BaaoMk idyaa. ]sako baad tÜ hvaaš fayar kI Aavaaja gaUMjanao lagaI. [sako phloa AaÐsaU gaOsa ko gaaolao baahr sao hI Aama pirsar maoM fMoko jaa cauko qao AÝr laa[T kaT dI gaš qaI. maiNadIpa ko AnauraoQa pr ]sakI SaUiTMga kI sauivaQaa ko ilae maOMnao Qaama kI dIvaar pr ]sako faoTaoga`afr AÝr ]sao dIvaar pr sahara dokr caZ,a idyaa AÝr ifr naIcao Asahaya AÝr ina$paya mahsaUsa krnao lagaa. maOM pirsar maoM inakla Aayaa jahaM AaÐsaU gaOsa sao AaMKaoM maoM jalana haonao lagaI qaI. ifr gaaoilayaaoM kI Aavaaja sao lagaa ik khIM ]saka inaSaanaa na bana jaa}M. [saI baIca puilasa nao laazIcaaja- Sau$ kr idyaa AÝr mauJa pr BaI laaizyaaM barsanao lagaI. Aa%marxaa ko ilae maOM p`osa–p`osa icallaanao lagaa tao ek puilasavaalao nao [sao blaf samaJaa AÝr kha 'e Kanao p`osa kI kaoro ZUkbao. p`osa ko e Kanao AaSaa baarna kra AaCo.’ maOM baohaoSa hÜkr igar pD,a. kafI dor baad mauJao haoSa Aayaa tÜ pta calaa kI maoro }pr kafI baÜJa hO AÝr gahna AMQaora. AaMKaoM maoM jalana AÝr SarIr ka paor–paor duK rha qaa. mauJao lagaa maOM mar cauka hUM. AÝr nak- maoM hUM‚ [sailae [tnaI tklaIf hO. maOMnao maRdu kÜ yaad ikyaa AÝr p`itBaa kao. mauJao Afsaaosa huAa maOMnao [nhoM duKI rKa‚ natIjaa saamanao hO. nak- sacamauca hO AÝr mauJao nak- hI imalaa hO‚ laoikna jald hI [saka Baana hao gayaa ik maOM nak- maoM nahIM hUM. jaIivat hUM AÝr maooro }pr kš AÝr baalak ba`*macaarI ko Ba> hOM ŸnhoM puilasa nao pIT– pITkr ek–dUsaro ko }pr Zor kr idyaa hO. tklaIf maoM ]nako mauMh sao baalak ba`*macaarI ka idyaa maM~ 'rama naarayaNa rama’ hI inakla rha qaa. AaiKrkar puilasa nao ek–ek kr laaogaaoM kao ]znao kao kha jaao nahIM ]z saka ]sao Kud imala–jaula kr ]za ilayaa AÝr ]nhoM puilasa kI gaaiD,yaaoM maoM laadkr ivaiBanna sqaanaaoM pr laokr pTk Aanao ka kama Sau$ ikyaa. tÜ mauJao BaI sahara dokr ]zayaa gayaa. puilasavaalao ko saharo calata huAa maOM Qaama ko baahr Aayaa tao ek jagah baD,o hf-M maoM ilaKa p`osa [>fak sao idK gayaa. maOMnao jaaor sao daostaoM kÜaoAavaaja dI tao janasa<aa ko maorI hI trh sT/IMgar ÌYNadasa paqa- dÝ,Dkr maoro pasa Aae. sahara dokr vao janasa<aa kI embaosaDr tk lao gae. ]nhaoMnao maoro saaqa jaanao maoM AsamaMjasa idKayaa @yaaoMik mauJao Asptala lao jaanao kI tulanaa maoM kvaroja AiQak ja$rI qaa. maOMnao kha maOM D/a[var ko saaqa Akolao Da^@Tr ko yahaM calaa jaa}Mgaa.

– Aagao pZoM