Srajan by Manisha Kulshreshtha

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kivata saUcaI
kaya-Saalaa
kOSaaoya-
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naR%ya
inabanQa
dosa–prdosa
pirvaar
baccaaoM kI duinayaa
Bai@t–kala Qama-
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vyaMgya
ivaivaQaa
saMsmarNa
saRjana
saaih%ya kaoYa

saRjana

rajaond` jaI ko [sa jaunaUna maoM Apnao p`yaasa jaaoD,to hue mauJao p`sannata hao rhI hO. hmaarI AiBavyai@tyaaoM kI BaaYaa ihndI ¸ maa^M ko gaBa- sao hI jaanaI phcaanaI . [sao ]cca tknaIkI ko svaiPnala jaala maoM Anya samaRw BaaYaaAaoM ko saapoxa doKnao ka jaao svaPna rajaond` jaI nao doKa hO¸ yah inaScaya hI sauKd hO AaOr svayaM maoM Anaokanaok saMBaavanaaeM samaoTo hO

[sa saRjanaa%mak p`yaasa ko ilayao maOM Apnaa p`qama sampadkIya saRjana kI p`acaInatma p`tIk ‘s~I’ kao samaip-t kr rhI hU^M.

s~I [sa doSa kI hao yaa ]sa doSa kI yaa dUsarI hI iksaI duinayaa kI. ]ccavaga- kI hao yaa maQya yaa inamnavaga- kI¸ AaQauinak hao yaa puratna . ]sakI pID,a ¸]sako saMGaYa-¸]sakI yaatnaaeM¸AaOr ]sako maaoh ¸ svaPna ek sao hOM. ivaSva¸ doSa AaOr samaaja maoM haonao vaalao pirvat-na sava-p`qama s~I ko Aist%va kao hI p`Baaivat krto hOM.yauw¸ jaaitgat saMGaYa-¸ Qaaima-k k+rpna tqaa Aaiqa-k saMkTaoM ko saaqa saaqa ek Aitir@t saMGaYa- JaolatI hO vah Apnao s~I haonao ka ¸ kaomala Aist%va ka saMGaYa-¸ Aismata ko bacaava ka saMGaYa-.

maQyapUva- ko doSaaoM AaOr mauislama bahula [laakaMo maoM jaha^M Aaja BaI s~I prdaoM AaOr Apnao s~I haonao ko maasaUma ApraQa kI saja,a Baugat rhI hO ¸ pIZ,I dr pIZ,I . [sakI puiYT krtI hO imas~ laoiKka navala Ala saadvaI kI pustk ‘ d ihDna fosa Aa^f [-va ivamaona [na d Arba valD-’ .ijasako ek AMSa maoM laoiKka nao maa~ Ch vaYa- kI ]ma` maoM saunnat ikyao jaanao ko yaatnaamaya vaNa-na p`stut ikyao hOM AaOr [sa pustk ko p`kaSana ko tht ]nhoM na jaanao iktnao ivasqaapna sahnao pD,o . [sako baavaja,Ud navala Ala saadvaI ka laoKna jaarI rha AaOr vao yaaOna saMbaQaI s~I manaaoiva&ana pr ilaKtI rhIM.

eosao hI na jaanao iktnao kuhasao kaT kr pIiZ,yaaoM ko dmana ko baad BaartIya s~I AnQaivaSvaasa¸ prdaoM ¸ kurIityaaoM sao tao lagaBaga baahr inakla Aa[- hO magar dhoja¸ knyaa B`aUNaaoM kI h%yaa ko [sa GaRiNat saamaaijak YaD\yan~ sao Aba BaI jaUJa rhI hO. AaOr balaa%kar tao saMsaar Bar ko hr saBya samaaja ka AiBaSaap hO jaao hr tbako hr ]ma` kI s~I kI maa~ samasyaa nahIM rgaaoM maoM gahro pOza Baya hO.

saamaaijak ¸pairvaairk ¸Aaiqa-k Anaiganat daiya%vaaoM kao pUra krtI Aaja kI BaartIya naarI ka Gar maoM sajaIsa^MvarI p`tIxaart baOzI naaiyaka sao kao[- saamya nahIM rha.ifr BaI saamaaijak saaMskRitk prMpraAaoM ko calato kuMzaAaoM ko kuC Avacaotnaa%mak p`Snaicanh ja,$r ]sako Antsa sao ]zto haoMgao ijanhoM p`cailat maanyataAaoM tqaa naOitkta ko dbaava ko karNa vah kh nahIM patI haogaI. yah dbaava Aaja ka nahIM yah tao saidyaaoM sao ]sakI caotnaa pr havaI hO.khIM khIM s~I Apnao sva%va AaOr Aa%macaotnata ko p`it jaaga$k hu[- hO laoikna bahut nakara%mak p`itik`yaaAaoM ko saaqa yaa [sa tmaama ivaraoQaa%mak p`ik`yaa maoM khIM na khIM ]sasao kuC CUT gayaa hO. pu$Ya sao knQao sao knQaa imalaakr calanao kI haoD, maoM ¸ BaartIya naarI Gar baahr ka saMtulana sahojao ek kuSala naTI saI hI baohd ptlao rssao pr Aagao baZ, rhI hO. AcCI maa^M ¸ ekinaYz pi%na ¸ SaalaIna bahU ¸ kmaa} sadsya AaOr saBa`ant samaaja maoM AaQauinaka haonao ka nakaba lagaae inarntr jaUJa rhI hO Anaiganat maaocaao-M pr. Apnao [saI kaOSala sao Aaja ]sako svaNa-pdma sao pdicanh hr xaO~ maoM camak rho hOM¸ caaho vah rajanaIit hao yaa iva&ana ¸ klaa hao yaa vyaapar¸ tknaIkI hao yaa maIDIyaa.

eosao maoM @yaa ]sasao CUTa jaa rha hOÆ ]saka Apnaa p`itibaMbaÆ mana kI BaItrI thaoM maoM baMd kuC inaja%va sao jauD,o Baava Æ [nhIM kuC p`SnaicanhaMo ko saaqa samaip-t hO yah sampadkIya ¸ ivakasa kI Aaor saMGaYa-rt ivaSva kI samast is~yaaoM kao.

– manaIYaa kulaEaoYz
idsambar 1, 2000

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