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 saavaQaana
tOyaarI isaivala saiva-sa jaarI hO
 phloa khavat qaI ik ijasanao isaivala saiva-sa pasa nahIM kI‚ ]saka jaIvana samaJaao vyaqa- hI
gayaa. khaM klaO@T/I khaM yao TuccaI–mauccaI naaOkiryaaM. iktnaa hI laaoga kmpyaUTr ka baKana kr laoM‚ yaa ifr Da@Tr–[MjaIinayar bana jaaeM magar jaao baat isaivala saiva-sa maoM hO‚ Aar , e , esa ‚, pI ,saI ,esa , maoM hO vaao [namaoM
khaM. tBaI tao Da@Tr–[MjaIinayar BaI isaivala saiva-sa kI Aaor Baaga rho
hOM. ]nhoM pta hO ik saarI ]ma` saImaoMT maoM rot imalaato rhoM yaa marIjaaoM ko baofalatU ko TOsT krato rhoM tao BaI [tnaa raOba daba AaOr Qana na kmaa paeMgao ijatnaa isaivala saiva-sa vaalao ek paoisTMga maoM pIT laoto
hOM. sasaurala maoM , , , saaosaayaTI maoM dbadbaa Alaga.
jaOsao pUt ko paMva palanao maoM hI idK jaato hOM vaOsao hI Apnao rama kI hayar saoknD/I maoM dao baar fola haonao pr ]jjavala BaivaYya kI tsvaIr saaf hao ga[-
qaI. maOnao gaanaa Sau$ kr idyaa qaa "papa khto hOM baD,a naama krogaa , , ,". [Qar Sahr ko ek qako hue ka^laoja sao baI ,e ,pasa kI ]Qar maOnao Gar maoM iD@laoyar kr idyaa "maOM tao Aa[- ,e ,esa , banaUMgaa" saunato hI maoro ipta nao mauJao galao sao lagaa ilayaa "baoTa iksaka
hO". maaM Baava ivaBaaor hao kr mauJasao ilapT ga[- AaOr turnt savaa paMca $pyao p`saad kao ide.
Baa[- bahna mauJao eosao doK rho qao jaOsao maOM iksaI dUsaro ga`h sao ]tra
hUM. maOnao ek dja-na KalaI rijasTraoM kI frmaa[Sa krI jaao iptajaI Agalao idna hI Apnao dFtr sao ]za
laae. rijasTraoM pr saundr kvar caZ,ae gayao AaOr rMga ibarMgao pOnaaoM sao ]na pr sabjaO@T‚ [nDO@sa‚ poja nambar vagaOra ilaKo
gayao. ]Qar maata jaI iptajaI nao dUQa vaalao sao ek iklaao dUQa AaOr baZ,a idyaa qaa @yaaoM ik Aba idmaaga kI ksart caalaU hao rhI
qaI. kuStI hao yaa Aa[- e esa‚ dUQa kI Kpt ka^mana hO. QaaobaI‚ dUkanadar‚ sabjaIvaalao‚ Daikyao Aaid sabakao A^afISayalaI bata idyaa gayaa qaa ik hmaara riva Aa[- e esa do rha hO‚ vao jara ]sako kpD,aoM pr AcCI [s~I ikyaa kroM. baohtr saaOda
doM. hrI saibjayaaM doM. icaT`zI jara jaldI laayaa kroM. baar–baar ka^la baOla na bajaayaa kroM‚ baccao kao iDsTba- haota
hO. irStodarI maoM saBaI kao ilasT banaa kr Kbar kra dI ga[- qaI taik kao[- CUT na
jaae. iptajaI kao ek idna ek saaqa pcaasa ilafafo Dak maoM Dalanao jaata doK maOMnao pUCa tao maata jaI nao pulaikt hao kr batayaa ik Apnao daostaoM irStodaraoM kao AaOr kuC ]na irStodaraoM kao jaao Apnao Aagao hmaoM kuC samaJato hI na qao AaOr hmaaro Gar JaaMkto BaI na qao kao Kbar kI ga[- hO ik hmaara laD,ka Aa[- ,e ,esa do rha hO [sailayao [na idnaaoM idllaI Aakr ]saka Qyaana na baTaeM.
MmaOOnao Apnao CaoTo Baa[- kao takId kr dI qaI ik Aa[- ,e ,esa ,ka iva&apna Aanao pr mauJao [itlaa kr do karNa ik ek tao mauJao ApnaI rajaBaaYaa sao [tnaa p`oma hO ik AMga`ojaI ko AKbaar maoM maOM isavaaya faoTao ko AaOr kuC jyaada doKnaa pZ,naa psaMd nahIM krta
hUM. dUsaro maOM tao tOyaarI maoM vaOsao BaI [tnaa vyast hao jaa}Mgaa ik mauJao dIna duinayaaM kI ifr Kbar khaM
haogaI. eosaa saunaa jaata hO ik maOca ifi@saMga sao phlao idmaagaI knsanaT/oSana ko ilae ik`koTr cyaU[Mgama cabaato
qao. maOnaoM BaI T/a[- kI magar kao[- majaa nahIM Aayaa ifr iksaI nao mauJao samaJaayaa Aa[- ,e ,esa ,ka ik`koTraoM ko saaqa @yaa maukabalaaÆ
yao saba tao dsavaIM jamaat fola yaa D/a^p Aa]T Ta[p haoto hOM. basa maIiDyaa AaOr maaDna- baovakUf laD,ikyaaoM ko calato yao sTar bana jaato
hOM. ]sa idna sao maOMnao ik`koT maOca doKnaa BaI band kr idyaa yaVip mauJao vaao bahut psaMd
qaa.
jado- vaalaa pana AaOr Paana masaalao pr baat
zhrI. maOnao daonaaoM ka KUba saovana krnaa Sau$ kr idyaa. rat ibarat maOM Apnao iptajaI kao BaI pana laanao Baoja
dota. mauJao Balaa fursat khaM. ijandgaI AaOr maaOt ka savaala qaa.
maorI maaM rat maoM ]z–]z kr mauJao caaya banaa kr iplaatIM. Gar maoM saBaI dbao paMva
calato. QaImaI Aavaaja maoM baat krto. kuC sastI iksma kI iflmaI pi~kaeM ijana kao pZ,nao pr iptajaI nao k[- baar maorI zuka[- kI qaI Aba inayaimat Aanao lagaI
qaIM. ]sako dao karNa qao. ek tao Aa[- ,e ,esa ,vaalaaoM ka kao[- Baraosaa nahIM haota khaM sao @yaa pUC
laoM. dUsaro baohd pZ,a[- ko baad "laa[T rIiDMga" BaI maistYk ko ilayao ja$rI
hO. yao baat iptajaI Apnao Aa^ifsa maoM khIM saunakr Aae qao.
Aba maorI frmaa[Sa kI caIjaoM Gar maoM bananao lagaIM
qaIM. maaM pUCtI "baoTo Aaja @yaa Kanao ka mana kr rha hO" maMOnao jaI Bar kr ApnaI manapsaMd iBaMDI Ka[- AaOr baakI Gar vaalaaoM kI naak maoM dma kr
idyaa. Gar maoM dUQa–dhI ma@Kna fla pana–masaalaa‚ baa^na-vaITa‚ cyavanap`aSa‚ baadama Aaid saba pyaa-Pt $p sao sTa^k kr idyao gayao qao AaOr talaa lagaa idyaa gayaa qaa ijasakI ek caabaI maoro pasa AaOr ek maata jaI ko pasa
qaI. maata jaI dUQa kI saarI malaa[- maoro ilayao inakala ko Alaga rK
dotIM. maoro Baa[- bahna Tapto rh jaato. qaaoD,o idnaaoM maoM ]nhoM Aadt hao ga[- AaOr iksaI ko igalaasa maoM Agar galatI sao BaI malaa[- calaI jaatI tao vah maata jaI kao 'irfMD' kr
dota. baD,I caOna kI Cna rhI qaI. kla tk ka naakara naalaayak ijasako BaivaYya ko baaro maoM iptajaI inaiScaMt qao ik "yah jaUta pa^ilaSa krogaa yaa saa[ikla maoM pM@car lagaaegaa" vah vaI ,Aa[- ,pI ,hao gayaa
qaa. saalaa maOM tao saaba bana gayaa.
AaOr ifr ijasaka Dr qaa vahI baat hao
ga[-. Aa[- ,e ,esa ,ka iva&apna inakla gayaa. maora CaoTa Baa[- ijasao maOnao isaf- iva&apna doKnao kI D`yaUTI dI qaI vah naalaayak jaaoSa jaaoSa maoM fa^ma- BaI lao
Aayaa. fa^Mma- pZ, kr mauJao ca@kr Aanao lagao. fa^ma- samaJa maoM na Aata qaa. ijatnaa pZ,ta ]tnaa knFyaUja hao
jaata. khnao kao fa^ma- iWBaaYaI qaa magar [na ABaagaaoM kI ihndI kaOna saalaI AMga`ojaI sao kma
qaI. khaM sao laato hOM yao ihndI ko Sabd. yao kaOna p`doSa kI BaaYaa hO
jaI. jaao AMga`ojaI sao BaI AiQak kizna hO.
jaba saaro rasto baMd hao jaato hOM tao [Msaana [-Svar kI SarNa maoM jaata
hO. maOnao BaI maaM baap kao Apnaa fOsalaa saunaa idyaa ik maOM fa^ma- Barnao sao phlao maata ko dSa-na krnaa caahta
hUM. saba gadgad hao gayao. Aba iksa maoM dma hO jaao manaa kro AaOr pap ka BaagaIdar
banao. basa ifr @yaa qaa hma saba daost yaar ipkinak kma dSa-na pr inakla
pD,o. baD,a maja,a Aayaa. maata jaI nao haqa Kaola kr pOsao ide qao. [sako baad tao jaba BaI maora mana ]caTta maOM khta "maata ko jaanaa hO , , ,maata nao baulaayaa
hO". basa dUsaro idna rvaanagaI hao jaatI.
jaOsao tOsao fa^ma- Barnao ko baad maorI eoSa ka dUsara foja, caalaU
huAa. maOnao idKanao kao Aba tao ek puranaI janarla naa^ilaja kI iktaba BaI KrId laI
qaI. baakI ivaYayaaoM ko ilayao maOnao kh idyaa qaa ik "Aa[- ,e ,esa ,kI iktabaoM kao[- Kola iKlaaOnaa yaa maKaOla nahIM haotI
hOM. Avvala tao imalatI hI nahIM hOM. imalatI hOM tao baohd maMhgaI At: maOM ]nhoM laayaba`orI maoM jaakr hI pZ,UMgaa" maata ipta ifr inahala hao gayao ik mauJao ]naka AaOr ]nako Kcao- ka iktnaa #yaala
hO. sabakao batato ifrto "riva jaI laa[ba`orI gayao hOM". "jaldI jaanaa hO riva jaI kao Aa[- e esa kI tOyaarI krta CaoD, Aae hOM , , ,riva jaI tao laa[ba`orI gae hOM\ Aa[- ,e ,esa ,ko isalaisalao maoM"
hmaara ek daost maorz ko pasa rhta qaa.
]saka vahaM fama- ha]sa qaa. ]sanao batayaa ik vahaM eoSaao Aarama kI saBaI sauivaQaaeM
hOM. basa maOnao GarvaalaaoM kao kh idyaa " maOM maorz saoMTr sao fama- Ba$Mgaa karNa ik sarkar nao iDsaa[D ikyaa hO ik maorz sao Aa[- e ,esa ,bahut kma hOM [sailayao AbakI baar maorz saoMTr ko laaogaaoM kao jyaada sao jyaada laonaa
hO. maoro maata ipta tao sauna kr KuSaI sao pagala hao gayao. ]nhaoMnao Apnao ek piricat ko yahaM maorz maoM maora [Mtjaama kra
idyaa. vaao piricat baD,o hI Qaaima-k AaOr vaOjaIToiryana qao maora mana maugaa- Kanao kao kr rha
qaa. maOMnao faOrna maata ipta kao idllaI faona lagaayaa AaOr ]nakI iSakayat kr dI jaOsao vaOjaIToiryana na haoM kao[- kcCa bainayaana igaraoh vaalao haoM. saunato hI maoro baD,o Baa[- idllaI sao skUTr pr pka pkayaa maugaa- mauJao maorz donao Aae. vao nahIM caahto qao ik [mthana sao zIk
phlao maora mana icakna jaOsaI TuccaI caIja ko calato ivacailat hao jaae. kuC vaao yao BaI nahIM caahto qao ik maOM kOsao BaI Apnao fola haonao ka [ljaama ]nako yaa maugao- ko isar lagaa
pa}M. [tnaa baD,a [ljaama laookr vaao nark maoM na jaanaa caahto qao.
ek baar @lakI- ko [mthana maoM maOM Apnao fola haonao ka [ljaama ibajalaI pr lagaa Aayaa qaa AaOr saaf baca inaklaa qaa. "@yaa krta , , ,ibajalaI nahI qaI , , ,ibajalaI nahIM qaI tao ilaFT nahIM cala rhI qaI. maOM Ta[pra[Tr saIiZ,yaaoM sao ]zae ]zae saOkMD Flaaor tk lao
gayaa. basa baaMh jaama hao ga[- , , ,haqa AkD, gayao , , ,]MgailayaaM saunna pD,, ga[- , , ,Ta[p kr hI nahIM payaa , , , , AaOr maOM @yaa kao[- BaI nahIM kr payaa".
rama rama krko [mthana ka idna BaI Aa
gayaa. saubah saubah f`OSa maOM skUTr pr [mthana donao inaklaa. skUTr maOMnao baD,o BaOyaa sao jaba vaao maugaa- donao Aae qao tao JaTk ilayaa
qaa. mana ibalkula SaaMt AaOr saaf qaa. kao[- tOyaarI nahI qaI. kuC yaad ikyaa hI na qaa ijasao BaUlanao kI ToMSana haotI. ip`ilamanarI [mthana kI ek AaOr ivaSaoYata h‚O na tao vao p`Snap~ Aapkao doto hOM ik kao[- baad maoM Aapsao k`asacaOk kr baaor kro‚ dUsaro saaro savaala Aa^bjaOi@Tva Ta[p haoto hOM basa ra[T ka inaSaana lagaato jaaAao idmaaga pr kao[- jaaor nahIM
pD,ta. drAsala savaala pZ,nao kI ja,hmat ike ibanaa hI maOM ra[T ka inaSaana jahaM thaM lagaa kr inakla Aayaa. savaala pZ, kr hI kaOna saa tIr maar laonaa
qaa.
Apnaa irjalT tao baKUbaI maalaUma qaa ifr BaI maata ipta kao Gar jaakr " maOM kOsao marto marto bacaa , , ," kI khanaI pUro [fO@T ko saaqa saunaa[- " maOM soaoMTr jaa rha qaa skUTr maOM bahut zIk zIk AaOr
QaIro–QaIro calaa rha qaa ik Acaanak ek bauiZ,yaa saD,k ko baIcaaoM–baIca na jaanao khaM sao Aakr KD,I hao
ga[-. laaK–laaK bacaato bacaato BaI maoro skUTr sao Tkra ga[- , , ,maOM igar gayaa , , ,bauiZ,yaa gaayaba hao
ga[-. Aba tumhI bataAao mammaI eosaI manaaodSaa maoM maOM iktnaa nava-sa hao gayaa , , [mthana @yaa Kak dota , , ,ifr BaI do tao Aayaa
hUM. pcaa- AcCa huAa hO. doiKe Aagao @yaa haota hO. irjalT tao saala ko AaiKr maoM Aaegaa , , ,laoikna 'maona' kI tOyaarI tao ABaI sao krnaI hO" maata jaI maorI khanaI sauna kr $AaMsaI hao ]zIM AaOr ]nhaoMnao mauJao gaaod maoM Cupa ilayaa.
]sa bauiZ,yaa kao hjaar–hjaar baar kaosato hue vao maoro ilayao hldI imalaa garma dUQa laonao calaI
ga[-M. mauJao Dr qaa ik kao[- yah na Taok do ik BaOyaa "naa^ilaja" @yaa DaolacaI maoM dUQa kI trh lao jaa rho qao jaao ik bauiZ,yaa ko Tkranao sao saD,k pr hI fOla
ga[-. magar hmaarI khanaI ko Aagao baD,o–baD,o BaUtnaaqa fola hOM.
maOM saaocata hUM AgalaI baar [ljaama iksa pr DalaUM , , , ,ibajalaI , , ,bauiZ,yaa , , ,baairSa ,,,
, , baa^laIvauD , , ,ibala i@laMTna , , , ,baI ,jao ,pI , , , ,ABaI tao jaOD tk baakI hO.
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riva ippla
Agast 12‚ 2001
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