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taoMdGaTa[-
Aba [sao hmaarI badiksmatI samaJa ilaijae yaa naasamaJaI ik ijasa ]ma` maoM hmaoM maaoTrsaa[iklaaoM pr ikSaaor baalaaAaoM kao pIz sao icapkae AaOr ibana hOlmaOT evaM laa[saoMsa T/Oifk puilasa sao naja,roM bacaato hue BaID, Baro baaja,araoM maoM GaUmanaa caaihe qaa ]sa ]ma` maoM hma
taoMd baZ,anao kI ifË maoM lagao hue qao. javaanaI ko ]na idnaaoM maoM kI ga[- yao BaUla hmaoM Aaja tk duK do rhI hO.
huAa yaUÐ ik bacapna maoM hma ek baar elaaora kI guafaAaoM maoM jaao GaUmanao gae tao dsa $pe p`it vyai> ko ihsaaba sao caaja- krnao vaalao sarkarI gaa[-D nao ek maUit- kI trf [Saara krto hue kha ik yah jaOna Qama- ko Anausaar Qana dovata kI maUit- hO [saIilae [nakI taoMd samaRw hO @yaaoMik taoMd samaRwta kI inaSaanaI haotI hO. taoMd samaRwta kI inaSaanaI haotI hO ¹ yah baat hmaaro maQyamavagaI- Baojao ko Andr Gar kr ga[- ijasao hr va@t ApnaI AaOkat sao baZ,kr samaRw idKnao kI caah qaI. ]sako baad hmanao ApnaI AcCI KasaI dubalaI ptlaI CrhrI kayaa ka sa%yaanaaSa krnao ka kaya-Ëma Sau$ kr idyaa. hmanao Kanao pInao ko saaro irkaD- taoD, ideÊ [tnaa tao Aaja tk iksaI sarkarI Af,sar nao pOsaa nahIM Kayaa haogaa. ]na idnaaoM hmanao Kud ]zkr panaI pInaa tk CaoD, idyaa AaOr eosao kayaao-M maoM Apnao CaoTo Baa[- bahnaaoM ka fayada ]zayaa. naaOkrI kI BaI tao saa^FTvaoyar [MjaIinayar kI taik taoMd baZ,anao maoM baaQaa na ]%pnna
hao. AaiKrkar hmaarI [sa maohnat ka natIjaa saamanao Aayaa AaOr hma ek sammaanajanak taoMd ko maailak banao. hlaaMik saamanao vaalao Samaa- jaI ³ijanako Gar tIna tIna baar [nkmaTO@sa ko Capo pD, cauko hOM´ jaOsao naamaI taoMdbaaja,aoM ko saamanao hma ABaI baccao hI qao magar tsallaI [sa baat kI qaI ik [tnaI kma ]ma` maoM ek Add taoMd hmaoM BaI mayassar hao ga[-
qaI. jaba hma ]nakI ]ma` tk phuÐcaoMgao tao hmaarI taoMd ko jalavao hI kuC AaOr
haoMgao. Aba hma dubalao ptlao sapaT poT vaalaaoM kao hoya dRiYT sao doKto qao AaOr Kud kao ]cca vaga- maoM iganato qao.
prntu hmaarI yah KuSaI AiQak idna tk na iTk sakI. SaadI haoto hI baIvaI nao taoMd kI maaOjaUdgaI pr eotraja, ja,aihr krnaa Sau$ kr
idyaa. AaOr AaOrtaoM kI trh ]nhoM BaI yah bada-St nahIM qaa ik ]naka pit ]nhoM CaoD,kr Anya iksaI BaI vastu sao p`oma
rKo. hmanao BaI balaa Talanao ko ilae AaSvaasana do ide ik taoMd GaTa laoMgao. magar jaba hmaaro baar baar taoMd GaTanao ko AaSvaasana ide jaanao pr BaI hmaarI trf sao taoMdGaTa[- kI kao[- kaoiSaSa ]nhaonao haotI nahIM doKI tao ]nhaonao iflmaI AMdaja, maoM AlTImaoTma do idyaa ¹ 'yaa tao [sa Gar maoM tumharI taoMd rhogaI yaa maOM²'. Aba java taOMd AaOr baIvaI maoM saamaMjasya kI saBaI saMBaavanaaeÐ samaaPt haotI idKIM tao maOMnao daonaaoM ko fayado¹nauksaana kao taolaa AaOr payaa ik baIvaI taoMd sao j,yaada kama kI hO. taoMd caaya nahIM banaa saktIÊ kpD,o nahIM Qaao saktI vagaOrh
vagaOrh. [sailae taoMd kI hI k,urbaanaI donaI pD,ogaI. ilahaja,a Apnao taoMd p`oma ka galaa GaaoMTto hue maOMnao ApnaI taoMdGaTa[- kI phlaI kaoiSaSa Sau$ kI.
yaar¹daostaoM nao kha ik saubah saubah daOD,nao sao baohtr kao[- vyaayaama nahIM
hO. hmanao BaI yahI zIk samaJaa. magar yah kama saUrja inaklanao sao phlao krnaa pD,ogaa Anyaqaa duinayaa doKogaI AaOr savaala pUCo bagaOr nahIM maanaogaI ik ¹ 'Ba[-Ê tuma tao ApnaI taoMd sao [tnaa p`oma krto qao ifr Acaanak [sa pr yao Anyaaya @yaaoMÆ'Ê majabaUrna hmaoM Apnao Gar kI kqaa mauhllao vaalaaoM kao saunaanaI pD,ogaI AaOr ]nhoM hmaarI iKllaI ]D,anao ka maaOka imalaogaa. tao ek idna mauÐh¹AMQaoro hI hma inakla pD,o Gar sao jaaigaMga ko ilae. galaI ko maaoD, po jaao ibajalaI ka Kmbaa hOÊ ]sako naIcao tIna ku<ao inad`amagna qao. hma dbao paÐva Aagao baZ,o taik ]nakI naIMd maoM Klala na pD,o. magar qao tao vao ku<ao hI AaOr ]nakI naIMd Svaanainad`a. hma caar kdma calao haoMgao ik pICo sao gaura-nao kI Aavaaja, Aa[-. mauD,kr doKa tao ek ku<aa pUNa-tÁ sajaga Avasqaa maoM pUMC }pr ike ¹ 'maar idyaa jaae yaa CaoD, idyaa jaae' vaalaI naja,raoM sao hmaoM GaUrto hue gaura- rha
qaa. hmanao ]sako hava Baava sao ]sao phcaana ilayaa ik yah Apnaa Sao$ hOÊ magar ]sanao hmaarI jaItaoD, kaoiSaSaaoM kao baad BaI hmaoM nahIM phcaanaa. ]sakI gaura-hT saunakr baakI dao ku<ao BaI sajaga hue AaOr tInaaoM QaIro QaIro hmaarI trf kdma baZ,anao
lagao. hmanao maamalao kI gaMBaIrta kao samaJaa AaOr pUrI Sai@t lagaa kr lagao
Baaganao. ku<ao BaI pICo Baagao AaOr BaaOMk BaaOMk kr Anya gailayaaoM ko ku<aaoM kao BaI Apnao saaqa kr ilayaa. Aba Aagao Aagao hma qao AaOr pICo ku<aaoM kI faOja. hmaaro baIca krIba pcaasa maITr ka fasalaa qaa jaao ik QaIro QaIro kma haota jaa rha qaa AaOr hmaarI TaMgaoM BaI javaaba do rhI qaIM. vaao tao Balaa hao ]sa naalao ka jaao baIca maoM Aa gayaa AaOr ijasao hma kUdkr faMd gae ³hmaoM ]saI idna yah &at huAa ik hma ]sa naalao kao faMdnao kI tasaIr rKto hOM´. halaaMik [sa p`iËyaa maoM hma naalao ko ]sa par mauÐh ko bala igaro AaOr hmaaro haqa¹pOr BaI iCla gae magar ku<aaoM sao baca gae. ku<aaoM nao Saayad hmaarI halat doKkr naalaa faMdnao kI kaoiSaSa krnaa ]icat nahIM samaJaa.
Gar maoM baIvaI nao marhmap+I lagaato hue kha ¹ 'hTao² tumharo basa kI nahIM hO. yao taoMd AaOr maÐhgaa[- kBaI baZ,nao ko baad GaTI BaI hO²
– yaaogaoSa Samaa-
isatmbar 2‚ 2001
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