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 gaMjao
haonao ko laaBa
 KuSahala‚ samaRw‚ Baagyavaana‚ saO@saI‚ idmaagavaalaa AaOr pOsaovaalaa [na saBaI ko ilayao hmaarI ihndI maoM ek Sabd hO gaMjaa.
jaba baala ]D,naa Sau$ haoto hOM tao Aapko saBaI SauBaicaMtk Aapkao maIza ]laahnaa doonao lagato hOM‚ '' gau$ bahut pOsao Aa rho hOM. AmaIr bana rho hao‚ Baagya jaaga rha hO '' Aaid Aaid .yah saba ikvadMityaaM [sa ilayao calaa dI ga[-M hOM ik Aapkao baala ]D,nao sao khIM iDp`oSana na hao jaayao. sauunaa hO yaUraop maoM tao baakayada gaMjaao ko pRqak @laba
hOM.
Aba ]nakI BalaI calaa[-. Aapkao tao maalaUma hO vahaM
iksma–iksma ko laaogaaoM nao iksma\–iksma kI baataoM ko ilayao @laba Kaola rKo
hOM. bahrhala Baart maoM jahaM p%naI pIiD,t saMMGa jaOsaI gaMBaIr saMsqaa kao BaI laaoga ivanaaodimaiEat saMdoh sao doKto hOM‚ vahaM gaMjaaoM ko @laba ka BaivaYya ]tnaa hI ]jjavala hO ijatnaa ]nako isar pr punaÁ baala ]ga jaanao kI saMBaavanaa. ijasa trh AaMK ko caSmao sao pZ,akU‚
caaODo, maaqao sao ivaWana haonao ka imaqa rhta hO‚ ]saI trh gaMjaopna sao mananaSaIla ivacaarvaana haonao ka Ba`ma haota hO. vaaoo BaI ibanaa kuC ikyao Qaro hI. iktnaI sauKd AnauBaUit
hO.
maoro gaMjao haonao kI Kbar sauna kafI laaoga mauJao saaM%vanaa donao AaOr mauFt ko nausKo batanao
calao Aayao.
"hjaar ga,ma pasa Aa baOzo ek toro dUr jaanao
sao"
ek Da@Tr ima~ nao kha ik maOM faOrna Aala [MiDyaa [MisTTyaUT calaa jaa}M AaOr Amauk ivaBaaga AQyaxa sao imalaUM maOMnao ]nasao pircaya ica{I donao kao kha tao baaolao "p~ kI kao[- AavaSyakta nahIM basa ]nhoM doK Bar Aanaa". ABaI maOM cama%kRt AaOr ]pkRt hao hI rha qaa ik vao zza kr hMsa pDo, baaolao "Balaomaanasa vaao tk pUro gaMjao hOM [silayao yao BaUla jaaAao ik [sakI kao[- dvaa hO." laoikna vaao mana hI @yaa jaao maana jaayao. elaaopOqaI na sahI "haoma" pOqaI sahI. maaoTapa GaTanao‚ baala kalao krnao‚
yaaOna xamata baZ,ana‚ kd lambaa krnao‚ rMga inaKarnao va laD,ka pOda kranao Aaid kuC eosao ]Vaoga hOM jaao Baart maoM kBaI BaI Ap`asaaMigak yaa "Aa]TDoToD" na haonao
PaaeMgao. eoosaa hI ek ]Vaoga hO‚ yao baala ]gaanao ka.
Sau`$ maoM ijasanao jaao batayaa lagaa ilayaa. caUlho kI kalaaoMca‚ KIro ka
GaUda‚ Salajama ka rsa‚ Pyaaja ka Ak- AaOr satrh trh ko tola. ]lTa ]stra calavaanao maOM [tnaI baar saOlaUna pr gayaa ik vahaM saBaI mauJao phcaana gayao
qao. mauJao Aata doK maUCaoM maoM mauskranao lagato qao. Pahlao ATpTa lagata qaa ifr Aadt hao gayaI AaOr [sa samasyaa pr maOMnao ek p`kar ka daSa-inak $K Apnaa
ilayaa.
ek ima~ hmaaro yahaM
Aayao. ]nakI nanhI baoTI nao maorI CaoTI baoTI ka mauMDna doKa tao cahk ]zI baaolaI‚ "AMkla Aapnao Aismata ko tao saaro baala kTa idyoa magar Kud Apnao eosao iDjaa[na vaalao @yaaoM kTvaae hOM".Aba ]sao @yaa pta ik
gaMjaopna ka JaaoMka Aapko isar pr iksa doSa ka maanaica~ banaa do saba }pr vaalao ko
haqa hO. ipClao idnaaoM korla ko ek tola ko baaro maoM pZ,a hmanao BaI Aavaodna p~ Baojaa
ikntu ]naka ek mauid`t Antd-oSaIya Pa~ imalaa ijasamaoM Qanyavaad ko saaqa hmaara rijasT/oSana nambar idyaa qaa AaOr batayaa qaa "Aapka nambar sana\ 2008 maoM
Aayaogaa". mauJao barbasa hI gaa,ilaba saahba kI yaad hao Aa[-
'kaOna jaIta hO torI jaulf ko sar haonao
tk'
bahrhala ema pI kaoTo sao Ch baaotlaoM maMgavaa[-M prntu Afsaaosa ik Ch baala BaI na Aayao.
]%padk kI ja$r paO baarh hao gayaI . eosao Anaok K+o–maIzo tjaubao- mauJao baala ]gaanao kI naakamayaaba kaoiSaSa maoM hue hOM.
ek [iSthar nao tao yahaM tk takId kI qaI 'saavaQaanaI sao dstanao phna kr lagaaeM. tUfanaI tola kI baUMd Agar naMgao haqa pr pD, ga[-M tao hqaolaI pr baala hI baala hao jaaeMgao. [sako ilayao ]%padk ijammoadar na haogaa. naklaI maala sao
saavaQaana. hmaarI kao[- ba`aMca nahIM hO.' ek jaaoD,I dstanao saaqa baoca rho
qao. pZ, kr tibayat KuSa hao ga[-. dukana sao Gar ka rasta lambaa maalaUma dota qaa. jaI maoM Aayaa dukana maoM kao[- dija-yaaoM kI dukana kI trh T/ayala $ma hao maOM tola lagaa laUM AaOr Gar calakr 'sar' p`a[ja dUM. AM ga`ojaI maoM khavat hO 'eja baalD eja eOga' tao laaK jatna ikyao magar KaopD,I AMDo jaOsaI hI
rhI.
hala hI maoM ek paosTr doKa. ek gaMjao ka blaaoAp
qaa. naIcao ilaKa qaa 'baalD [ja, byaUTIfula'‚ baakI KaopiD,yaaoM maoM ~uiT qaI saao [-Svar nao ApnaI galatI baalaaoM maoM Cupa dI hO.'
baD,I KuSaI hu[- ik [na paosTrvaalaaoM nao gaaoivanda AaOr jaUhI caavalaa ko paosTraoM kI rolapola maoM hma gaMjaaoM kI BaI sauiQa laI. vaOsao k[- baar saaocata hUM gaMjao haonao ko Anaok laaBa hOM kao[- fOSana Aae JaMJaT hI nahIM ik dovaAanand‚ rajaoSa Knnaa AimataBa yaa ifr saMjaya dt kT rKo jaaeM. Apnaa tao 'fovairT' Anuapma Kor
hO.
maOM tao manaata hUM 'ho Bagavaana kao[- eosaI fOSana Aa jaayao ijasamaoM baala rKnaa inahayat hI BaaoMDapna AaOr dikyaanaUsaI maanaa jaanao
lagao'. Apuna kI tao bana AaegaI. evarga`InafOSana maoM rhoMgao.
tola‚ SaOmpU ‚ kMGaI AaOr Da[- ko pOsaaoM kI bahut bacat haotI
hO. saaoicayao nahIM tao hr maah [naka hI [tnaa Kca- Aa jaata.
naa[-yaaoM ko roT vaOsao hI AakaSa CU rho hOM. 'manaI saovD [ja, manaI Ana-D' saao jaao PaOsao baca rho hOM [nhoM ek~ kr Aap vaOsao hI AmaIr hao jaaeMgao. kuC naasamaJa AcCo Pyaaro gaMja kao ivaga sao Cupanao ka Asafla p`yaasa krto hOM. mMaOM khta hUM ivaga tao Aapko gaMja ka sarasar Apmaana
hO. Aapko daZ,I maUMC na hao tao @yaa Aap naklaI lagaae ifrMoMgao yaa ifr nakaba AaoZ,
laoMgao Ć nahIM naŃ maOM tao Aajakla kI isanaotairkaAaoM kI trh DMko kI caaoT pr khta hUM "hmaaro pasa kuC hO tao @yaaoM na
idKaeM".
gaMjao laaoga bahut mahana hue hOM. vao gaMjao qao [sailayao mahana hue yaa mahana qao [sailayao gaMjao hue. yah 'maugaI- phlao hu[- yaa AMDa phlao huAa' ko str ka ivavaad hO AtÁ [samaoM pD,nao ko bajaaya yah jaananaa hI pyaa-Pt hO ik‚ ijasa trh
maugaI- AaOr AMDo ka saMbaQa hO ]saI trh gaMjaopna AaOr mahanata ka hO. naoh$ł saBaI´ gaaĐMQaI AaOr pTola [sako ]dahrNa hOM. Aap ijatnao BaI ivacaarkaoM AaOr bauiwjaIivayaaoM kao doKoMgao‚ gaMjaa hI paeMgao. maihlaaeM gaMjaI @yaaoM nahIM haotIM hOM Aapkao BaI pta
hO. mauJasao @yaaoM khlavaanaa caahto hOM.
hmaaro laD,kpna maoM hmaaro iptajaI lagaBaga hr hFto hI naa[- kao Gar nyaaot Aato qao. hma saba Baa[-yaaoM kao 'laa[-na' haijar kr idyaa jaata qaa. baohd Bayaanak AaOr BaaOMqarI maSaIna sao hmaara 'baala saMhar' haota qaa. CaoTo CaoTo 'k/UkT' baala doK kr‚ maaM baap kao bahut KuSaI haotI qaI ik ]nhaoMnao ApnaI saMtana kao ibagaD,nao sao bacaa ilayaa AaOr ek AcCo maata ipta ko kt-vya ka inavaa-h ikyaa
hO. [sako ivaprIt jaba maOM p`akRitk taOr pr gaMjaa huAa tao maatajaI raonao lagaIM. rat rat jaaga kr nayaa tola yaa laop malatIM "haya maoro baoTo kao BarI javaanaI maoM yao @yaa hao gayaaĆ'' SaadI maoM maaik-T vaOlyaU Da]na haogaI saao
Alaga.
saunato hOM naopaoilayana ko SabdkaoSa maoM AsaMBava Sabd nahIM
qaa. vah eosaI baat nahIM krta Agar vah gaMjaa haota.
mMaora tao yah maananaa hO AaOr Anya gaMjao Baa[-yaaoM kao BaI maorI yah salaah hO ik iksaI tola‚ ga`aiFTMga AaOr ivaga ko ca@kr maoM na pD,oM. yah hma gaMjaaoM kI gaaZ,o psaInao kI kmaa[- kao laUTnao ko kucak` hOM jaao baala vaalaaoM nao calaae
hOM.
–
riva ippla
ma[- 1‚ 2001
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